NEW?

I'm soaking..
Seriously, I got this feeling that..
I HAD BEEN SAVED.
I'm changing myself..
I don't want to be my old self again,
I'm willing to give up everything, in order to be a new me.
Wash away everything..
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I know I had been liking somebody lately..
But for now, I had decided.
I had decided to put this stupid one-sided love aside, or just let it fade away..
I'm not depressed, nor I'm upset.
I'm not prepared, I'm still immatured.
I had more to learn.
Maybe, I was being a child, hehe...
child, huh?
Why did I stated, me as a child?
A girl who had fallen in love with a random guy,
in her mind was full of his images..
Every moments with him, even just a second, she would mention twice or so on.
Even her friends couldn't control the lovesick of hers.
Just because she liked that guy, she was being a child.
She should be honest, yet she denied it..
But, she was afraid of others to know..
And, as she found out it was already too late.
"ALL OF THIS, was my fault..right?"
... ...
And that love struck, breaks.
That girl was happened to be me.
Yeah, I'm already 15, yet I'm a girl with no maturity.
...
& I know,
that's how a imperfect girl was.

-fin-

{think before you act, if not when the time comes, you alone shall regret.}