Today is today, tomorrow finds a way & solve it{:

I'm high today, HEHE;B
Quite an enjoyable day for me;D
Haiy, if only I bring sweets again~LOL.

Rev-up,
JiaXin & Crystal ran away from US ;/
So chiong for..like what?
The running was okay(so-so), and we came back with panting.
And I was coughing as usually, non-stop.
Then, it was maths lesson, talking craps(or hardly talks) in the class.
The teachers thought that I'm listening to him, attentively,
but honestly, I'm busying drawing chibis..xD
Still, I understood what the teacher had said.
PE was like..umm?
We were targeting our goals for the sit-ups & standing board jump,
as to see how much we could score.
Firstly, sit-ups.
I was like a crazy mad fellow right after my turn ended,
I was "break-off" & I lied on the ____ <<< (I don't know what it is called),
twisting around ;S
I was the very last few, and I thought, I just passed..NORR!!
Social studies,
mdm told me to pin up my fringe, I put it down again /;
See if you do : evil.

After school, went to buy tidbits & drinks.
Shall eat it while slacking in the film enrichment [:
Oh yeah, it was the LAST lesson of the film, yeay!
But, I didn't know why I felt a little sad.. ):

THANKS, again, & again.

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yeah, i know.
We're not close.
Yet, it seems step by step, we're getting closer.
couldn't forget..right.

What grift.

I didn't care for my blog for this weekends,
THEN GOT A STUPID SPAMMER GO SPAM MY BLOG.
Then whatever who you are(spammer),
YOU'RE REALLY A GUY WHO HAS NOTHING TO DO.
YOU'RE TRUELY NOT WORTH IN THIS WORLD/;
And gfygtdxfgftdxgfdxtgxdgdxg, I'm refering to you.
If I found out who you are, YOU'RE NOT IN THIS WORLD ANYMORE.

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Whatthehe-
UGLY-.-
yeahyeah, whatever..
PISSED ME OFF.
BLOODY.
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I'm fuming, now.
Stupid, STUPID!!!!
Although I'm happy for today, but for now..
THIS SUCKS.

... sigh

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
I don't care already, by all means, go get a life.
Sigh, seriously I had no time to waste on those matters.
I wanna be carefree, not like some *ppl who wanna stuck their life with misery.
FAKE LIFE.. -.-
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Friends are like fuck,
they simply just take your precious thing away.
Sometimes can be very nice & be mean after a while /;

If you really want to be reunited again, then you should SERIOULSY think.

Again, what happened?
Clique, clique, CLIQUE.
Everyone ruined their mood because of this clique.
SERIOUSLY, I WANT TO HAVE A TALK WITH EVERYONE.
AND YOU MUST TELL ME WHAT ARE YOU NOT HAPPY WITH.
And please don't be a coward, just stated out.
If you all don't want to say out,
IT'LL BE TOO LATE FOR YOU, YOU SHALL REGRET.
And DON'T MAKE ME HATE THIS CLIQUE.

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Iloveyouall, you're part of my life.
But since things are not in shape,
let's put it in a rough way.
Try it, or break it.

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even worse, I feel like slapping someone already.
I can be honest to everyone.
Just question me.

Damn!!!

I'm not going to school on Thursday..
My fever had shot up to 39.6 degree Celsius, wow.
Pills were just a waste, *stiff*
My throat's still in pain, but better than before.
My cough hasn't been stopped, I hate it.
DAMN.
I shall to the polyclinic tomorrow, I had no enough cash for my 'home doctor' ):
After that, I don't know already..
I'm so disappointed, I can't even takecare of myself..
& my beloved-s always tell me try to come to school, no matter what happens.
Sorry for not coming again, really..
Haiy.
SICK IS A PAIN.
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BABYPIG, where you never come to school?
I'M SO BORED WITHOUT YOU, nobody teased me lehh.
Missyoulikesot.. ):
Hope you see you again,beloved T. FRIEND^^
LIKEALWAYS(L)<333333333
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Angel, Please don't be sad.
Another friend is just another small part of my life.
I won't let another friend pass through our line.
Our bonds will never be broken[:
OKAYOKAY?
If only you could show me better.. ):
LOVEYOUMANYYYYYYYYYY<33333333
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I hesitated..again.
Why must be you..
I want to forget..oh please just let me forget.
I don't wanna be hurt again..

crazy post.

I'm currently viewing a random guy's blog,
It was uncleared, alot of grammar mistakesX:
Crazy-.-
It was an indirect form of scolding..
But still, IDK? o.o
LOL.
Whoever that person whom is being scolded by that random guy,
he or she confirmed sneezesX:
Haiy..

Since on which day... I'm THIS happy enough.

EXCELLENT BABY!
Yeah, today was quite a happy one for me (:
HEEHEES.
I had changed seat in my class,
And it was far more better than sitting in front.
I was like a stupid geek over there(but I'm not a geek!).
Since I sat behind, I was more carefree^^
And also, easier to eat sweets ;B
I was giving sweets again..

PE was great, as in great to slack.
HAHA.
Our English teacher has been changed too,
it was considered a good thing, I guessed.
Since so many ppl didn't like Ms See.. X;
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Recess, I had fun chatting with Mei Chyi(correct?!), yupp.
She's one nice cutey, I'm so glad to meet her.
Welcome to be the part of us!;33
Oh yeah, I don't think she even looked like 16 X:
No offence, but she's really cute! x3
After school, went to pizza hut.
Although my throat was still kinda sore /:
Hurried back to class just after we had eaten.
My stomach's hurts!! >.<
In the film enrichment, I was busying writing letters to beloved-s.
I didn't write for crystal, & she was fuming X:
SORRY~
& the rest was like the same.
I'm home;D
And I was grinning all the way, my grandma was staring at me,
as if I was crazy.
HEHEHExDDD
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Maybe is better to forget, but why I just couldn't do it..
I don't wanna be that old me again..
But, it seems that my heart is still yearning for you..

True to be bonded, true to be priceless.

I'm really glad..
I'm really very happy.
THAT'S WHAT TRUE FRIENDS DO.
I realised that I DO have true friends..
And I'm more satisfied enough.

THANKYOU, friend. [;
(L). ♥

The glory, ruined. /;

[---This picture cannot be explained..---]

SICKNESS CAME ARCOSS ME..
DAMNNNN!!!
AND I'M STILL REPORT TO SCHOOL FOR MY *coughcough* NRI-IC *cough*.
I just couldn't stop my coughing!!!
And my throats was in a terrible state..
I knew why, because of singing.
Sigh, although I came to school for that NRIC,
But it was fun being with my beloved-s [:
I didn't see JiaXin today ;(
I did see xueli, but she didn't bother to say hello >;( HMPH!
I was with BABYPIG & LOVER, mainly ;BBB
It was short, but enjoyable.
Yeayy!
- wanli v nice lol -
My repayment, HAHA.

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KP,KP,KP is all you got, huh?
Stare stare stare, until your eyes popped out.. is it? -,-''
Please don't go patronise others while you think that they are patronising you, okay?
DON'T BE OVER-SENSITIVE, PLEASE.
I know what I'm refering to, right?
If you know who you are, then I shall say you're THIS clever.
[:
You wanna clear out the so-called misunderstanding,
please let me know, we shall find a place to clear out.
Don't think that you got more ppl than us we'll be scared.
But, you bring more ppl is also pointless, we're not getting a fight here. -.-
Okay?
& Offending my friends are also offends me myself.
Yeahyeah, whatever.
Just don't act you're queen, damn.
I shall end here[:
Whoever it is, please do takecare, too.
ME NO EVIL[translation: I'm not evil too(:]

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The same habits again..
Monster, monster, monster...
Rahhh!!!!
At least, some didn't say that word now(:
But the rest..SIGHHH~
GROW UP LUHH!!!
Grrr, HEHExD

Friends, I wanna say something..

This post is mainly refering to my beloved[: or.. ------- clique.

There are somethings when I don't have to know, but also I HAVE THE RIGHTS TO KNOW.
Mainly, I know it was wrong to know things which I want to know.
But, what are friends for, a punk of shows?!
Hn, I don't mind not knowing things that your shall not tell me.
I really don't mind at all.
But, what if I put this, 'gossips'.
...
I don't really understand, hate this hate that.
"HATE her attitude, hate her lor, she's always like that one blahblahbl-"
A PIECE OF SHIT!
DAMMIT.
Please, if you detest someone among us,
just spill it out!
You don't have a mouth right, go seal it.
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I REALLY WANT TO LEAVE THIS CLIQUE..
but, I know there are still some ppl cares, some don't even want me to leave.
I'm touched, & grateful..
but again, THIS CLIQUE IS DIVING ME CRAZY..
I knew just by the way they talk, the way they do,
HATE, DETEST, ANNOYED.

I always tried to enlighten everyone, by doing things that make everyone happy.
But, it's up to no use right..
I don't understand, why everyone always gives me the minimum..
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Now, this clique is my least of my concerns.
I shall not give the fuck for it.
FAKE SMILES, EMOITIONS, bring it on.

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Maybe, I should leave.
Right?

New life, new moments.

Sadly, the school holidays will be ended soon ;(
I'm truly not satisfied with it, dammit.
Mostly choirchoirchoirchoir~
NORRR!!!
Pissed.
Tomorrow, everything must be 'perfect'.
Socks, blouse, & most important, hair-~-
Just hang on, be tight.
After a while, everything will be over.
Except for those strict ones/:

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
Where's my homework!?
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We're in the different world, yet it feels like affinity came across us.
Who are you exactly?

NEW?

I'm soaking..
Seriously, I got this feeling that..
I HAD BEEN SAVED.
I'm changing myself..
I don't want to be my old self again,
I'm willing to give up everything, in order to be a new me.
Wash away everything..
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I know I had been liking somebody lately..
But for now, I had decided.
I had decided to put this stupid one-sided love aside, or just let it fade away..
I'm not depressed, nor I'm upset.
I'm not prepared, I'm still immatured.
I had more to learn.
Maybe, I was being a child, hehe...
child, huh?
Why did I stated, me as a child?
A girl who had fallen in love with a random guy,
in her mind was full of his images..
Every moments with him, even just a second, she would mention twice or so on.
Even her friends couldn't control the lovesick of hers.
Just because she liked that guy, she was being a child.
She should be honest, yet she denied it..
But, she was afraid of others to know..
And, as she found out it was already too late.
"ALL OF THIS, was my fault..right?"
... ...
And that love struck, breaks.
That girl was happened to be me.
Yeah, I'm already 15, yet I'm a girl with no maturity.
...
& I know,
that's how a imperfect girl was.

-fin-

{think before you act, if not when the time comes, you alone shall regret.}

so far..so lost, so breakdown, yet so everlasting.

Yeah, rev-up today[:
We walked & walked.
Yet the camera never captured us, hooray!xD
HAHA.
Lesson were boring like always, except for physic, I think[:
I like experiments..
Oh yeah, & sweets*grin*
I'm giving sweets today, it was like once in a while, hehe.
When it was recess, I didn't see anyone, at anywhere..
A-L-O-N-E.. T^T Haiy..
Lalalalas, after school, ppl were pon-ing the enrichment.
I had to go for the film enrichment..IT'S A MUST!
But in class, half of our class never come -.-
Yet, there were no teachers came to them, for now.
DAMMIT.
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After the enrichment, waited for the beloved-s[:
Awww, CRYSTAL.. WHAT HAPPENED, DON'T BE SAD LUHH OKAYS?
& NEVER CUTS YOURSELF><
Goddammit, Iloveyouluhhs!!<333
I went home afterwards.
Why I had to go home so early?
Like ytd? or last tuesday..
Haiy..
HOME..AND NOTHING WENT WRONG.
..
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Why don't you just take it ._,
*stiff stiff*

hot..

Fuck, cockeye.
Think YOU, & YOU so pretty mehh?
SUPER THICK-SKINNED NIA.
sorry, if offence.
but seriously, you're not that pretty yourself/;
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okay, start of the day.
Grr, my hair, again.
Some of the boys got their hair trim for themselves-.-
Shoot, then why I was being brought there too?
Weird.
After that, I went to the toilet to keep my hair neat, but my fringe was in inappropriate shape, I couldn't explain how horrible it was.
I kept covering my fringe..when I went back to class,NORRR!!!
English lesson, Ms See told us to go to recess during her lesson?!
We were liked, WHATTHEHECK?!
When it was 11pm, English lesson resumed.
The sky was getting darker, it was pouring, icy cold~
CME lesson, Ms Zariney was angry again.. -.-
We wrote a 50-words reflections, about why the teachers always complain our class 3B?
ZZZZ...
I wrote mainly about our class was being very noisy.
haiy..
D&T, normal, same as always.
But i noticed, I was jumping while walking around >///<
I'm so envious, because some had done so well, especia- ..oh nth..
HEHE.
After that, same things repeated.
HOME HOME.
IT'S POURING..
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the look in your eyes, why your looking at me?
>///<

A quiz by TEOJIAXIN[;

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1: Besides your lips , where is your favourite spot to get kissed?
Forehead>///<

2: How do you feel when you woke up this morning?
I didn't sleep last night, but I felt so sleepy, *yawn*

3: Who was the last person you took a photo with?
I forgot?! xD

4: Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
Yeah, but not by my parents, by myself /:

5: Would you ever donate blood?
If they really need it, then take it.

6: Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
Yeah^^

7: Do you want someone dead?
YES, I do.

8:What does your last text message say?
"Heys, did you receive a letter for the ic registration?" (:

9:What are you thinking of right now?
*stiff stiff* ...

10: Do you wish someone was with you right now?
*stiff* Yeah..

11: What time did you go to sleep last night?
I didn't sleep, right?

12: Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now?
PMK.

13: Is someone on your mind right now?
Yes.

14: Who was the last person to text you?
Crystal{:


10 People tagged to do this quiz :
1: WanLi
2: Joan
3: Crystal
4: WeiLu
5: Victoria
6: XueLi
7: Shania
8: Emma
9: Jessie
10: Joshua
...
-I have more[;-


15: Who is 2 having a relationship with?
She's single..

16: Is 3 a male or a female?
Female

17: If 7 and 10 get together will that be a good thing?
Shania & Joshua have gotten their own love..

18: What is Number 1 studying about?
Crapping lessons.

20: Is Number 4 single?
No, she's attached.

21: Say something about Number 2.
Awww, one mature babe.

22: What do you think about Number 3 and 6 being together?
I wanna pukeX:

23: Describe Number 9.
Kind, pretty but not fierce xD

24: What will you do if Number 6 and 7 fight?
They don't even know each other & they'll fight with each other, I swear!

25: Do you like Number 8?
Yeah, she's one nice girl{:

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boring in the start, but exciting for the part, & sweet for the rest..

CHOIR.. -.-
SKIPSKIPSKIP!
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Okay, went to City Harvest Church;D
It was..fabulous, amazing & so more than I expected..
HAHA, love it.
I'm going for the second time next saturday^^
I knew many interesting people too, heehee.
Exchange no. & emails, ekk!xD
After that, we went to long john sliver, but I didn't eat the food over there.
Instead, I ate the XXL chicken.
Spicy, even though the uncle just added a very little chilli powder-.-
I'm not good at eating spices, NORR!!!
Soon, JiaXin & XueLi went off, JiaXin's mom/dad nagged at her, I think/;
Not long after, we went off too.
Jessie felt dizzy, aww):
MUST TAKECARE LEHH BABE♥
Haiy, I went to 242 alone..
Then was like..I can't say..HEEHEEHEEHEE.
GO HOME GO HOMEXDDD
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I was so lonely..
and you're not around today.

You're cute, in a innocent way..kyaa! <'D

Hehe, of course, I'm in the good mood today.
Nothing shall stop me from going crazy;P
Norrr! I want to study very hard now.
Seriously, no time to slack /:
But, I think I'm too lazy last year, SLACKSLACKSLACK.
That's why I'm in this state right now..
;D
Today's Social studies lesson, Ms Zariney was very pissed off );
Haiy..I couldn't explain.
...
After school, we had Treasure Hunt;D
I'm very tired lehh..They ran so fast..
And they must go to the stations.
Soon, Victora gave up too.
& in the end, Crystal treated WanLi & WeiLu.
We had great time there..eek!
Blahblahblah..
But, JiaXin they all never come..
We found them at the NCC room outside.
JiaXin..haiy, CHEERUP MY ANGEL!!!
He'll understand soon, and regretted breaking up with you!!!!
HAHAHA!
But, still I think, THERE'LL STILL BE HOPE! ;D;D;D
So, don't be sad anymore, yeah?
LOVEYAHH<3
Okay, CHOIR.
Is better than I thought.
I just love to run.
RUN, RUN, R-HEEHEExD, RUN.
Run, run, r-EHH?! ohh, run..
HEEHEEHEEHEE!!!>,<
The rest of the day was okay.. HAIY..BUT..nothing really. T.T
My dad & mom were very geneous today, sent JiaXin home, wow!
HAHA[;

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ITHINKIHADLOVEDYOUMORE&MORE...
I'm just keep thinking of you..
I REALLY MISS YOU.

F.A.K.E....

F ar upon looking the truth..
A ppearing like you REALLY care about me.
K eep on lying for your feeling about this & that,
E xtremely disgusted, by YOU.

;/ is true, seriously...

L ust of your sweetness,
O ver emotional by the words.
V arious places that will be hurt,
E xist in every minute, anytime, anywhere..

I just wrote for fun ;PP
Don't mind..

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okayokay, i admit!
I'm sad because of something!
So that's why I wrote this..
Haiy..friends, huh.

Maybe..I'm thinking too much[;

HAPPY THURSDAY;DDD
Why must thursdays be so enjoyable?!
HEHE;B
Today about 2.18pm(I know the actual time), I noticed that I had wore, not white but more like yellowish ankle socks xD HAHA. I rmb I had wore it during the camp..
LOLs.
The D&T stuffs, was sweating the hell out of me.
Gosh, I almost didn't do anything..X:
Baka.
Haiy.. I think I shall not look forward to tomorrow..
Grrrr...
Social studies is the first one..(obviously you know..)
Fan si ren le-.-
Secondly, C.H.O.I.R.
Not because of the singing blahblah, but because of the teachers.
EVERYTHING MUST BE PERFECT MAHH.
*roll eyes*
Me bored, now..
I was like saying BORED everyday..
As a habit, HAHA.
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As a normal human being, I wanted to say this.
EVERYONE IS EQUAL..[;[;[;

Must ppl grow mature?!

EVERYTHING IS LIKE..UPSIDE DOWN.
Haiy..
I hate choir, that's it.
Is those teachers force me to hate it, rahh!
W-what's the wrong with us pls?
Please look at others then come & appoach us all right, WE DID NTH WRONG OKAY.
I DON'T GIVE THE PRETTY DAMN ABOUT IT, SERIOUSLY.
Also to hold us until 7+, school is closing too.
Then after that, still tell Babypig to stay back & scold her, wapiang eh.
She of course not happy mahh..keep picking on us only -.-
Just because we sit near them only.
ONLY KNOW HOW TO CATCH US, AS A HABIT.
It's good that BabyPig didn't shout at the teachers, if ppl was still at the AVA room.
If not, they shall lose their face for sure..HAHA.
At home, tons of nagging & screaming from my mom-.-
Yesterday was also the same thing, sigh.
All because of my HAIR, teme.
GRRRRR!!!!!
I better bring a knife tmr..X:

Grrr, another sucking day..
But it's so better than MONDAY ;{ i'm glad.
...
I missed my HAPPY THURSDAY*stiff stiff*
A part of my memory that I shall never forget..
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Just one question, why do ppl hate other ppl?
This is very importantX:
Attitude? Character? or even, NO REASONS?!
crazy..LOL.

WHATTHEH-NORRR!!!

I didn't do anything...
Wle..
I did go for the film of appreciation!
Yet the teacher say I never go-.-
I had been there about an hour & yet, never mark my attendance..
About 3.05pm, I went to the toilet, then something happened that lasted me until 4+
Which the film of appreciation had ended, that's why I just leave!
My bag was at the library locker, so I didn't need to go back to class as there was nothing that was belonged to me..
BUT, THE TEACHER SAID THAT I DIDN'T GO TO THE FILM OF APPRECIATION!!
I gonna explain to her tomorrow.
Detention..huh?
I had no time to slack.
I'm not a bad girl okay..
But the teacher might think I'm one now..
SIGHHHH...

Another sucking day..haiy.
[; saddened yet..fun.
;DDDDD
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Gosh, I'm being a liar now..
I hoped that after all these, I'm going to be good..
Honestly, I hate myself to be liked that.
Very dishonest.
Please forgive my sins...
I promised to be good after this..
I'm sorry & truly I have regretted for what I had done...

Saddened..

IHATETODAY.
henevercome!!!!!!>< RAHHH!!!!
IHATETODAY..
My eyes are watering now..
I JUST HATE TODAY, NOBODY UNDERSTANDS HOW I FEEL NOW, THIS IS SO TERRIBLE.
T.T
I WANNA DIE ALREADY.
CURSE.
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It doesn't matter to whoever that leave me alone, i don't really care, but..
just shoot it out, if you wanna say smth..
HAIY, i actually doesn't really matter whether I got go anot, I'm saddened, so I don't wanna go..
But, if you all wanna purposely, don't wanna me go, just say out.
I won't be angry.
BUT, I THINK I AM ANGRY.
SCREW IT.
Okay, I anyhow speak it out.
Don't care about this...
Told you I'm too sensitive, HAHA.
I'm just too miserable, that's all.
[: