onyx-inlove.♥

WHATTHEHELLL.

2009-10-27T02:18:00.000-07:00

OHHHH MYYYYY GOSHHHHHHH!!!
WHAT HAPPEN TO MY BLOGGGGGG!!!
WHO SAYS MY MARKS ARE LOUSY!!!!!
WHO SAYS I'VE NOBODY TO TALK IN SMS!!!
LEE WANLI!!!
WHAT HAVE YOU DONE~!!

LOL.

2009-10-13T19:52:00.000-07:00

Hi,finished all examinations.

I'M GOING TO LEAVE FOR CHINA.SHALL UPDATE WHEN I'M BACK !

2009-09-22T01:08:00.000-07:00

I will be stating Carrie's life from now on.

I (Carrie) had D&T lessons for a week to very late.Life pretty normal and i got bang by Crystal's mum car,i was supposed to MC for a total of 5days,but i went to school today without doing Rev-up.

My marks is also not that great.I failed a lot.

Nobody sms-ed me,please sms-ed me.I just got my phone back.

This pretty sums up my life.Thanks.

2009-09-15T03:40:00.001-07:00

I helping Carrie blog,as well as change the link.
There's a story behind this link.
You know,good for you.
Dont know,too bad.
HAHA,Carrie going to be mad when she knows i changed her URL.
Cute bodoh ^^v

2009-08-30T22:59:00.001-07:00

Hello,people.

This blog is put up not for you to spam.

2009-08-28T19:44:00.001-07:00

Blog back up.Everyone's complaining.

My life's a mess.

sighhhhh.

2009-08-04T01:32:00.000-07:00

Talking about life, it's horrible.
a lot of things happened, and seriously don't like it.
7 to 8 months had past, yet..
haiy.
God, pls tell me..
___ ___ ____ __ __ ___?
><

F. you.

2009-07-28T06:12:00.000-07:00

Chicken feets, stupid asshole(called yourself one instead!!!)

BLOGGER..

2009-07-22T01:06:00.000-07:00

Blogger arhh blogger, what happened to you? -Sigh.

Normal times, normal days.
LAZY + UNWILLING, and..
Haiy, Why it is only Wednesday..
Rahh, and yippe, today we were dismissed at 1pm. ;D
If everyday(except friday) are like that, heehee.
Ohh yeah, today's super cold mans.
Totally, I couldn't take it anymore. /:

LALALALALALAS.
I'm bored.
I hate blogger, I can't even post more properly, baka.

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I want, I want, I wan- >///<
NORRRR!!!

Closer to bring forth/:

2009-07-21T01:04:00.000-07:00

WHAT THE HECKKKK IS WRONG WITH THE STUPID BLOGGER? /:< GET CRACKING STUPID MORS. Rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~

Haiy, it's good that today was not that tired compared to yesterday. ;D I just felt like slacking, that's all. Ohh? it's going to be wednesday already? So fast, okay I'm being lame herez. I'm glad that today(again) was pretty normal, yeay mans. Well, I could also say that they were teachers who din't come too, sweetX: LOL, but still I really need to be hardworking already. If this carries on, I'M GONNA REGRET EVERYTHING. Must pray super hard.. /:

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Sigh, Sometimes I do think, What's so fun about making fun of ppl? In my mind, my inner, is getting boiling hot. I felt like exploded. HAHA, mans. THIS IS TRUELY SILLY OKAYS!!! GET A LIFE STUPID MORS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOW I'M ANGRYX: A little I guess, haiy.

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How I wish that I could really know the correct spelling,
searching is just useless, gahhh.
Hope time flies five times faster..

Fin.

SUPER TIRED.

2009-07-20T01:40:00.000-07:00

Norrrr! I'm so tired today.
Can't even force to open my eyes 100%-ly, sighhh.
... I really don't know what had happened to my blogger "new post"..
It looks so weird/:
Haiy, after school was much enjoyable(as always). Having the same thing again & again, like a cycle around a corner, never ends.
Too bad, Crystal din't join us, her favourite pop chicken yeah. HAHA. She has to work, what a supeeer busy girl, hahs.
Soon after, went to jp with W & M[;
W had gone with her mom, and I went to buy pencil with M. LOL.
(RANDOM.)
I was thinking whether I should buy another pink, or red colour...
At first, I chose red, but in the end, MeiChyi "insisted" me to buy pink, and I DID want the pink onexDDD
AHAHAHAS.
Yeah, she helped me to pay, so in repayment, 1 bubbletea. ;D
Homed by 3.45pm.

Well, that's early.
okay peeps, I'm so done.
BLOGGER HAS SO MUCH PROBLEM THAT I ONLY HAD TO WRITE UNTIL THIS LONG/:<
Rahh.

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Omg, i don't know what's the wrong with me.
I'm not a player, but it feels like...gahh.
Why must i li-norr!!!
I can't see that person after that period mans, shit. X:

Keep on dreaming.

2009-07-17T03:02:00.000-07:00

"Just wishing that, my existence might be always taints to you.."

Horrified. I am.
I want that moments.
Even though it's not as lovey-dovey as what it should be.
Fish, I hate to miss you.
Forget you, I always does that, but in las, it's damn hurts.
Forget you, is the worst thing I had ever done.
Forget you, makes me love you ever more.

Super heaty life.

2009-07-17T01:25:00.000-07:00

"I love you, and what it is. Express that is just not enough to describe how much I really love you."

Friday, it's always the pleasant day.
Today's damn tiring, I was half-fainting plus half-sleepy.. Haiy.
Recently, I was kinda lazy, too lazy till I even forgot to eat-____-
Yeah, not funny. Rahhh, I was in class, almost lifeless or I could say, zombie-like.
Lessons were fine, especially maths, I was a little awake, due to Mr Tan reprimanding to everyone in the class. X:
I felt like getting up soon, (better get cracking, if not I will regret it) I wrote notes in my maths notebook, HAHA?

Recess was being delayed for 7minutes!!! Rawrrrs.
Thanks to SS lessons, and some pplX; (no offence)
Ohhhh, something has happened.
I shall keep quiet then, I don't wanna get involved though.
Seriously, unless it's a very big thing, I would react like a mad fellow;DD
HAHA, lol.

Chinese~~ One eye close >.=
HAHA, I did laugho.o
After school, wait for the 3C's.
While waiting, JiaXin & Victoria came to give ME the present & the NDP costume, and just went off.
What? So THEY'RE NOT COMING WITH US? I wondered.
Once they were out, we were like, running away, went to pizza hut for lunch.
Pretty less-talk eat more kind of thingy.
blahblah, bused to JP.
Scroll, and saw Zhaohua, the sec1.
Soon, WanLi's going home.
Went to Macafe, saw ZH again, so much coincidence alrights.
Was crapping there, and the rest, I'm too lazy to type;P
Ohh yeah, Crystal said somethingX; Opps.

Taking 241 bus, Crystal & ZhaoHua accompanied[?] me.
Yeah..
Grrrrrrrrrr!!! I had no money in elink left!!!
norrr!>,<>:
Anyways, home-d!;D
OHH MY, my laptop is so hot.
D:

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OHHHH YEAHHHH!
DO YOU KNOW PARAMORE'S SONGS ARE LIKE WORSHIPPING SONGS?! OHH MYY. o.o

Supeeeeer pissed.

2009-07-09T00:43:00.002-07:00

Norrrrrrrrrrrrr!
Lesson were great, except for chemistry.
Grrr, I felt like boiling already.
Mans, I'm still pissed.
After school holidays, it seems like no one had changed, really nor.
RAHHHHH! I just hate ppl kept mentioned my name for nothing can.
Stupid.
SO SUPER DUPER ZUPER IRRIATING, GRR.
Like WHATTHEHECK luhh.
THIS IS THE MOST PISSED OFF MOMENTS IN SCHOOL AGAIN.
Orhh, that's why I said I hate this.
Ohh yeah, somemore, I don't even know the ones who know me lor.
Then without a doubt, they just come and annoyed me.
COME ON LUHH, I KNOW THEM MEHH?!
SINCE THE START OF THE YEAR, SO DAMN @#$%&*!!!!!!!!!!
Chicken.
I'm also a normal human being okay.
I don't deserve to be in this state.
Wanna make fun, go make fun of an animal, morons.
Maybe some ppl don't even give a damn, but not me.
For god's sake, GROW UP.
_SUPERRRRRRRRR PISSSED_

"My veins is getting popped out!!"
...

Erm, my inner is going crazy mans.
I just don't know how long I'm gonna stay like this.
Again, it felt like outside world is too good for me.
STUPID DOUBLE LIFE.

2009-06-19T19:41:00.000-07:00

Lalalalas.
Ytd was kinda changed, because I'm going for bs at expo!!!
Last minute decided, and it was already so late then.
Yeay mans, it's only I had delayed my hair treatmant instead.
Haiy.
Meet with Aiwei & we went to expo together;D
Had a nice chat, too.
While changing train, we met the rest, almost.
I'm so hungry lor, I never eat/:
Went to 7`Eleven to buy cookie;D
Cost me $4.20, bleahs.
Subway, too many ppl already>;
While walking, I kept drinking milk, ahahahas.
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Shall continue later, I need to meet Jiaxin soon, got this NDP rehearsals that I can't miss.
PLUS, IT TOOK MY SATS AWAY, & I MISS MY SERVICES!!!! :___; i wanna cry can..

Random..

2009-06-19T01:27:00.004-07:00

Haiy, later going for my so-long-like-forever hair treatment.
And my cause of depression, I miss my bs at expo.
Sad right? Sad right?!
T.T
awc said like that is relaxing mahh, is it?
I can't believe I just couldn't go for bs!!!
Mom, why you just couldn't let me go?
Sigh, plus, tomorrow's hell.
NDP rehearsals, ohh crapX:
I'll be back home until 10plus I guess._.
If there's not ndp rehearsals, I could have my Sat services like forever, that's will be eternal happiness!*bang on the wall*
Die liao lor. How I could wish Sunday's with me now.
So I can have service, heehees.

-Fin-

B.I.B.L.E STUDY;B

2009-06-17T09:10:00.000-07:00

Yeah mans, what I had for today;D
For once, I thought I almost felt god's presence around the surrounding.
I mean all these was in my very first bible study alrights;D
HAHAs, I'm so glad.
Thanks alot, jessie, loveyousuper.

Haiy, today went out quite early.
My bible study was supposed to be 6pm.
Meet with weiyang & eat KFC at my nearby area.
He veg-fast today, oh my..
Then I shall donate my vegetables to him;D
AHAHAHAHAS.
Went to jp, scroll & soon, a little tired.
While about to go, we stopped by weiyang's friends, it was lol.
just lol. HAHA.
3.45pm, went to church to meet jes & weijian;D
Bible study first!!
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okay, i'm done.
BIBLE STUDY WAS SUPER DUPER ZUPER COO-
okayokay, carry on.
We were singing & guiter-ing(not me), like worshipping;D
It was cool, and we even recorded our songs, hahs.
A little too *zeeps* for the recorded songs.
;B
Went to gombak by taxi, went to eat prata.
Soon, Zining & Aw came to join us;D Yeay.
A mini fellowship lehh! heehee.
Had a small photographing fun there too.(although I didn't say I like it, gahh)
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In jp now, Weechong nvr join us.
We went to arcade, neoprints!!!;DDDDDD
HAHA, have fun there, I hardly forgot how to design them already.
Now the neos with zining already, she'll help us cut out the neos.
Thanks alot zining!!! loves.

Soon, home-d.(alone) ;___:
And I'm still can get any tiring;B heehees.
That's all.
lovin today pls.

(today's anyhow post dehhT.T)

Seriously,

2009-06-09T23:24:00.003-07:00

Haiy;D
It seems like outside world's so much better than in school X:
Thinking about last sunday's service, I prayed to God about something which is really disappointed, yet I learnt something, and las, I'm started to become more forgiving to the people whom I'm willing to love.
Life, currently now.
I knew many things in truth, and they're not pleasant to me of course, it was quite disturbing me, but I tried to overcome these crisis. Maybe overcoming instead of avoiding it is different after all. Difficulties in life, are just so... typical.
I'm starting to miss some friends in school, even though we do talk in msn, but still, nope I can't say. Later I'm afraid someone might be angry, yahs. ;P
No matter what, they're still regarded me as their friends, and I'm happy enough.
Further more, I knew new friends, one by one. ^^ HAHA, compared to school life, again, OUTSIDE IS JUST SO FASCINATING!!!! ..
Lalalas, maybe it's okay to be natural.
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I can't wait for more events coming this week, movies, chalets, services, more so on.
& the incoming studies too.
;D
That's all for my so-long-till-my-new-update post.
lust.

Boring in random

2009-05-30T22:25:00.000-07:00

Yozz peeps!
Woke up at 11+, messy hair~
Rahhhhhhhh, I can't go for emerge!!! T.T
Saturday service I also couldn't go.
I'm so saddened, stiffs :___;
...
I killed time by doing holiday assignments.
Hao guai hor? xD

Gahh, I still couldn't get used to my new phone's msg writing style.
I only know how to use nokia one, hawhaw.
I had used about 256 messages, unlimited somemore.
I should sent more, heehee;B
Great, now everyone's outside.
I'm alone at home, MC(even in weekends).
):

Ahhhhhhhh, gonna draw more manga to stop boredom flows[:
Byeee,

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In your eyes, I'm that good.
Lust<3

imposter is stupid.

2009-05-28T23:52:00.000-07:00

Stupid pissed-my-ass-off-like-he-or-she-had-nothing-better-to-do idiot.
Stupid spammerz.
Stop wasting time like you have nothing to do like that.
By using my name to spam other's ppl blog? Like come on luh dey, who got so stupid to do that.
Oh yahs, you lor.
ZZZ. Wasting your life moments.
GOT NOTHING BETTER TO DO, IMPOSTER.

-fin.-

Sian, currently view smth secretive.
... ...
Screw this person sia.
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you're acting like an innocent person like that.
Thought I don't know you kept posting about other's ppl back right?
zzzz.. humji.
STUPID YOU.

2009-05-25T02:04:00.000-07:00

Everything around me seems too painful.
I don't feel like blogging anymore.
THE TRUTH IS ACTUALLY LIKE THAT.
TOO MUCH.
TOO HURTFUL.
Maybe, it has always been like that since...
it collapsed.

Service;B

2009-05-16T04:14:00.000-07:00

HAHAHAs ;D
Today's service was awesome.
Toro from Energy came to church today! OMG!!!
HAHA.
The atmosphere was too..unexplainable.
It was more like a concert lor, except for us, sitting down listened to his songs xD
And also..
I love the story of what Pastor Kong had said..
It was like things would never happen etc; miracles or so.
Yeah, praise the lord[;

Today there's buffet, we told alot of food, ahahahas.
Toro was kinda there too, but after 10minutes, he's long gone):
Some lucky ones could get his signature, but I didn't see anyone took pictures with him.
LOL.
I forgot to take his picturesX:
My handphone was in my bag..
...
...
HAHA, while eating, we were planning something..
CANNOT SAY..a secretX:
LOL, heeheehee.
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Today was quite early..
6.49pm reached home.
Haiy, need to study.
/:
RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
Tomorrow got to go home as late as possible!
I must, I don't care! >.<
HAHAHAHA.

lusty.

2009-05-13T04:01:00.000-07:00

(note: not only mine, alrights;D)

Yahs, ;D
Today's English paper is great, history is..erm?
HAHA, after accompanied Babypig, went to macdonald with my love ones.
Joan didn't join us)':
Didn't really studyX: But a little, sigh.
After a while, Jessie had gone home, she's getting tired these few days.
Went to scroll around jp, crapped here & there.
We mainly stopped at precious thought, we went in & slack, also, watching "cantoon" which includes bible study;BBBBB
Kinderjoy timing, too;D + Milo Kachang, hawhaw.
After that, went to golden village for nothing.
OH YEAH!
While we were looking at the clothes outside the puremilk shop, there's malay guy suddenly appeared beside me.

Malay guy: "Hello girl, can I have your number? That guy wants to know you"*pointing to a random chinese guy*
Me: "...huh?"
Malay guy: "Aiya, make friends mahh, so, can give?"
Me: O.o...
Malay guy: "Why you look at me like that? xD"
Me: ...
Malay guy: "So, can give?"
Me: "uh-uh, cannot."
Malay guy: "Ohh, nevermind lor.."
Me: "Seriously, you so straight forward lor. -.-"
Malay guy: ;O? *walks away*
Me: *Sigh*
LOL.

LOLLOLLOLLOL.
HAHA, going out tomorrow;D
Heehees.
Ughh, nothing more to write already.
I'm lazy today, againzzz.

Papers{:

2009-05-12T02:46:00.000-07:00

Hawhaw,
today's papers are blasted;D
Not easy for maths, but very for chinese.
Lalalalas, but what I hate was that HAIRHAIRHAIR~ -.-
It pissed me off, grrrrr.
After school, thanks for babypig for kinderjoy, loveherplenty;D
I promised to buy something for her too^^
Haiy~
Tomorrow, my hair comfirmed looked stupid for sure.
stupid fringes/;
Rawrrrr.

;D JIAYOU.

2009-05-11T00:54:00.000-07:00

MATHS PAPER 1 & CHINESE PAPER 2 TOMORROW!
DO MY BEST!!
;D
*currently, studied like hell*

Ladadadas.

2009-05-10T23:23:00.000-07:00

Cute right?
I took this photo from Weechong didi's house,
and this kawaii dog's name is called Fluffy!
Awww~ it's cute, but it's smelly~.~
I heard that it had not been bathe for couple of days alrady, OHH MYY!
Haiy~

HAHA, anyways.
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL THE MUMMYS IN THE WORLD!
Heehees, I bought something super cute for my mum.
And she was happy like heaveno.o
I'm so happy too. ;B

Well, lazy to post already yeah, i'm tired.
LALALALALASSS.

stop making me thinks that i ___ you, pls.

2009-05-09T09:39:00.000-07:00

It seems like I'm being too much yeah.
OKAY, I SHALL FORGIVE YOU FOR WHAT YOU HAD DONE ANYWAYS.
We can remain as friends, if you agree, too.
I'm not a person who only thinks for myself, so yupp.
But there's one thing that will never change in my life, forever.
IS THAT.. you should know.

And also, thankyou for what you've done to me.
I'm grateful, it's true. [:

Service, MOTHER'S DAY DRAMA.

2009-05-09T07:56:00.000-07:00

HEEHEE, today's enjoyable.
Meet with xueli at my lift;DDD
JIAXIN'S SICK! SHE COULDN'T COMET.T *CRYS*
It was 11+ then, yeah. In the church, Jessie helped me to make-up & tution for my maths. THANKYOU JIE, LOVEYOUTUCKSLOADS.(K)
It was quite a miracle, as I was actually studying, for myself/:
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Service was cool as usual;B
The drama's damn awesome & touched[?].
Tears were coming out~ T__;
Praying for our this coming MYE, and also, JiaXin's illness, quickly recover too(:
Dinner was okay, I hate housefly flying around..
Ewwww. Flying here & there, ANNOYING SIOLS!
Flying until I was dizzy. @.@
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On the way to Valencia's house, saw four kittens, OMG! x3

Awww, so cute, but we thought it's DEAD?! o.o
Went to Valencia's house;D
Her house was damn nice alrights!
And also, her cute little two dogs, AWWW~
Maia!
And Luna!
Luna shaked her head,;NOOO.
"Look here, Maia-chan~(WHAT ARE YOU NOT LOOKING? ._.)"

Yupp, it was fun.
Maia & Luna were so adorable;B
After that, we were going home.
Weiyang sent me home, as usual, thank yeah;D
On my way home, I wanted to buy kinderjoy.
But I went to prime, seven-eleven, & my house mama shop also didn't sell any single one!
DESPERATE~ -.-
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Haiy, home.
Talking with JiaXin about today;D
And also, THATX:
RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
Bored, and I just doing lame things.

HEEHEES, told you that I was bored already.
LOL, can't sleep lehhs.
I'm full of excitements for today's cell group meeting(:
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Bennie had told me regarding about that thing, and she'll solve it for me;D
Though I felt very annoyed by this ____________ thing, but I was really grateful that she was there for me;D
And Jessie too, for giving me some advice about that situation.
Thanks both of you, if not because of you two, I might have do the hard way.
And that person will be hurt);
Seriously but, if I didn't really give that person the wrong idea, it will be better okay?!
-.- Ahhhh, nvm.

Hehs, end.

My happiness is sitting beside me, and that depression crys.

2009-05-08T00:02:00.000-07:00

EEK! Greenie, the little crocodile!
So..cute! ;3

lalala, everyday is enjoyable;D yeay!
Lessons were okay, for today.
Maths lesson, do journal[:
Mr Tan said I got the strong mind of thinking while observing the question, HAHA.
In English lesson, Fengxiu gave me oreo!
HEEHEE^^
Love oreo mans.
Physic..umm,
luckily I never brought my file yeah.
;BBB

Recess, walking around the school.
Crystal wanted to eat, yet we leave her alone):
HAIY..
I'm hungry too~
History, My test got 7/15!!
Left a half mark and I can pass, rahhhh!!!!!
DAMMIT!
Grrrrr~

After school is a blast.
We went wild.
Currently we were frustrated with someone else.
):
We went to our usual favourite, BUBBLE♥TEA;B
AWWW, meichyi treated us again, thankyou cutie!!;33
HEEHEE, waiting for babypig's taxi to come.
We accompanied crystal to wait for her 185.
After that, bus-ed home with Meichyi.
Love to chat with her alrights. ;D

Homed sweet.
ANOTHER JOYFUL DAY HAS GONE.
;)

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COME ON. STOP ACTING LIKE YOU ARE REALLY GOT ALOT OF PPL SUPPORT YOU ALRIGHTS? THERE'S ALOT OF PPL HATING YOU TOO, BUT INSTEAD YOU THOUGHT THAT THEY'S NOT. PLEASE, GET REAL. I KNOW YOU HAD BEEN HATING ME FOR NO REASONS SINCE SEC1 & I FELT THIS IS STUPID & CHILDISH. YOU KEPT BACKSTABBING LIKE DON'T KNOW WHAT SHIT YOU'RE THINKING.
YOU ALWAYS PISSING MY HEADS OFF, AND I HAD VENTED MY ANGERS ON OTHERS.
STUPID, ANNOYING, IDIOTIC . X;
I don't mind you hating me, but please, even if I don't hate you, others will also hate you, if you shown your true colours.
Grow up & be mature, or be out of society.

Sometimes, I feel guilty that I had treated you like an fraud.

2009-05-07T04:00:00.001-07:00

Rahhhhh!!!
My hair is damaged!
Always pin up my fringe, aiyo.
Hmph, today's lesson bored.
I almost didn't say something):
D&T, my test only got 4/25!
Totally disappointed of myself.
...
After school, I'm getting high;D
Do craps, went to the library looking at other's ppl blogs.
HAHA, X:
After that, as usual.
Meichyi bought me kinderjoy!
THANKYOU CUTIE, LOVE YOU<3
HEEHEE, bus-ed home with BELOVED-S.

Eating lunch at BEST.
HEEHEE, I treated crystal lunch;D
I'm nice okay, lol. *.*

RAHHHH!
DIDN'T REALLY BLOG MUCH, GETTING LAZY ALREADY /;
SO, YUPP.

;D

LOVETODAYTOO YEAH.

2009-05-07T03:21:00.000-07:00

Ladadadadas.
Have fun today;B
Photo gathering!
PPL not in : Crystal >:
HERE IT IS!

Arggh, I look so ugly & stupid siols.
Xueli & Me, taken in 181. [:
MeiChyi & Crystal, I took when they are taking pictures ;B

HEEHEE, lastly.

LOVEYOUPPL. ;B
IT WAS FUN, HEEHEE<3>
-fin-

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~

2009-05-06T05:46:00.001-07:00

I LOVE TODAY.
;DDD
& THAT'S ALL I WANNA SAY.

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Phew~
Finally, I had created my class blog.
http://3b--standown.blogspot.com/
Stand own.
YUPP;D
I liked the second song, but the first one, obviously,I liked it too.
Who don't like poker face-.-

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Now's my MYE.
I don't want anything to enter/include my brain cells.
So, I'm in the study situation.
And I'm really pissed off.
So don't force me alrights.
Because I know, maybe I going to explode if you kept 'entering'.

Bloody lust.-Vampire.in love.-

2009-05-04T05:11:00.000-07:00

Chapter 1.
-Naomi.-

...*rain pouring*
...
It all begins here.
The starting of my existence, my life.
"Huhh.." Where am I?
*Look up*Pouring of rain. I'm soaked, in the middle of nowhere, where no one's here. I stared at the rain, such an icy cold temperature.."Hello young lady, are you alone here? Shouldn't you be home with your mummy?" Suddenly, a man appeared, it's just like he's just there.I look at the man, but then I sense something.."...Ye-AHHHHHHHHHH!" I shouted, as he showed his fangs exposed.
V-vampire.
I began to run, if I can.
It's in a flash, that 'man' was already standing in front me, immediately he hold me tightly, preventing me to get away. He smirk devilishly,"It's all right, once I used my fangs and bite onto your neck, plus the sound of sucking your blood, is double the what you had unexpected!" I see the fangs again, feeling that unpleasant breath inhaling & exhaling on my neck, and again, I feel that that fangs are going to 'strike' on me anytime. I began to move furiously, yet it was effortless.
"NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!"
-Somebody..help me...-
-Naomi-
"Ehh?!'
I looked up. What??
Another person?
That blood-thirst vampire was begging that other person..
"Vampire like you, is just a disgrace to all among us.."
I was lying on the ground..my vision was blurry. I couldn't help but not to move, as my body was trembling. All I heard was the cries of that vampire..begging for mercy, sorrow of pains.
"Stop, stop! STOPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!!"
It was terrible, even though it was just by hearing. It freaked me out..
Soon, that horrible voice has gone, and I heard someone was walking towards
me, slowly.
I tried my best to look up, and my vision was still unclear.
"Are you alright?"
The voice was so gentle that it chills down my spine, and I gasped, as he carried me, as if it was just a second. His scent was too much for me, and he was cold like ice.
I still couldn't see his face..I felt like fainting.
..."Don't you afraid of me?"
I didn't spoke a word..but-"Because I'm just like that creature you had saw just now." W-WHAT?!
I shake furiously, I'm scared, too scared. Vampires.
But..Yes, he did say he's a vampire, yet he was too different from the one just now.
Though I'm afraid, but still I felt a sense of protection in him.
As he walked, I was being half-asleep in his arms, and also, I couldn't see his face, again.
It was dark, and my eyes were close, everything was just gloomy.
"Naomi. Sleep well, sleep tight.." I heard his voice..that charming & gentle voice..
And, Naomi..

I knew, if I woke up, I won't see him again.
It might be forever, I won't know.
"T-thank you.. Vampire..-kun." I whispered softly.
Everything was suddenly in a darkness.

-I really wished I could see you again..-

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10 years later..

"Vampire-kun?" I saw a figure, slightly move away from me.
I stretched out my hand, but it seems he's getting further & further..
"Don't go! Wait, I still have many things to tell you, Vampir-"
*Alarm rings*
"DON'T GO!!" I woke up from bed, dazing.
It was just a dream, an usual dream..
Vampire-kun..*giggles*
"NAOMI, BREAKFAST'S READY~♥" The voice was from the kitchen. I got out of the bed, prepared to wash up & changed.
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The house was quite huge, for me at least. It has second floors, outside there's swimming pool & a two-seater swing. If I was 7 years old now, I might not contain over-excitment already. Breakfast, minced beef with butter & bread, a
special service for today, huh?
"Awww, Natsu-chan♥, it was too yummy! " I squeaked.
"Ohh, really! Well, that's one of my talents alright?! HAHAHAHAHA-"

Oshiro Natsu, a man who had adopted me when I was in his terrance 10 years ago, for no reason. I did ask him how I was there, yet he stated that I was already there when he saw me right after. Reason of why I was there, unknown. He was being brought me as a father, but upon that, he was more like my brother, or my cousin. 10 years ago, the 25 years old Natsu & the current Natsu, was the exactly the same! unbelieveable! Except for his hair, even just a little patch of grey-coloured on his hair, it seemed no difference. For this reason, I prefered to call him by his name than, 'Otou-san'..
Being a 'father' of mine, he's also a flirt! Oh gosh, I knew he had the looks of a 25, yet now, it's too shamful! I admitted! He's good-looking, but, this was unfair! Having contacts with girls, dates with girls! Grrr, some girls whom he knew even thought that I was his girlfriend! This's sick..
"Ahh! I'M GONNA BE LATE! I'VE TO GO, BYEE NATSU, & THANKS FOR THE BREAKFAST!"I packed my stuffs quickly.
"Huhh?! No kiss for daddy?! *Stiff*"
Disgusted, I blushed. "Norr..*peak*BYEEE!"
"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~♥ I was being kissed by my precious daughter, bye sweetheart! *in fairyland* "
"Erm..*sweatdrop*byee.."
I prepared to start my new journey.
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Natsu's POV

I saw her runnig out of the house.
The warm, lively Naomi. Over all these
10 years..too fast.
She has grown so big*sigh*.. life in human was really too short.
I couldn't really stay with her forever..upon life of her as human, I'm still the same. But, Naomi..still,I must protect her.
NO MATTER AT WHAT COST.
That boy, was just too reckless, huh?
"Please find her quickly, again.." I whispered.
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Normal POV.

-In Mido Highschool-
"Is she coming?"
"..."
"Come on, I knew she's coming, I could even scent her blood. *Slow breath* Ahhh~ such sweet scent..it's makes me wanna.."
"Shhh! Kiro, Lance-sama might hear you."
"Oh yea-"
"To whose blood is sweet, Kiro?"
..*walked in*
"LANCE-SAMA!!!"
"L-lance-sama! It was nothing, I sweared! Please forgive-"
*Slap*
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Naomi's POV.

I thought I just some noise..
I think it's coming from that last classroom..
Should I go & take a look?

------------------END CHAPTER 1-----------------------
bloody lust.
"I WANT YOUR BLOOD.."

Ladadadada! HEEHEEHEE;B

2009-05-04T01:31:00.000-07:00

Today's enjoyable;B
HEEHEE.
Ladadadada!

...

Okay, today's quite special alrights?
No assembly, just went straight to class, yeay!
Tomorrow is gonna be like that too;D
It was slack, yupp.
D&T, Hawhaw, I didn't really do anything. *Stiffstiff*
Well, haiy~
Recess, the same old things.. -.-
HAHA.
Maths lesson, I was reading the bible, and doing stuffs.
And, I found this verse, it was quite of an encouragement[:
Matthew 5:11-12[:
"Blessed are you when people insult you, persecute you & falsely say all kinds of evil against you because of me. Rejoice and be glad, because great is your reward in heaven, for the same way they persecuted the prophets who were before you."
;D
I was writing this down, & also doing Maths, I think.
Mutitasking! YEAY!
Then sir told me to write the equation.
I almost got it, but I knew I did remember it.

I knew it, Rahhhh!
I had to copy it 20 times, *sulk*
Nvm, it's a form of pratice anyways.
Chemistry, I'm one of the 9 who passed the bonding test, yeay!!!
I got a lolipop!;D
HEEHEE, this really made my day.
While go through the test, I was writing my KIND of story.
Sort of vampire-ish.
End of chapter 1.
Ladadadada!
Okay, this is lame/;

After school, I was sighing all the way.
Babypig kept complaining about her pimples,
Don't worry girl, the pimples will go away soon[:
That moment under the HDB, while waiting, it felt like an reunion between the clique.
Maybe, a second or so..
(aiyo, crystal has gone for good, if she's here, it'll be better nor ;P)
After a long waiting for Babypig's parents to come, homed.
Haiyhaiyhaiy...

Bought sweets!!!;BBBB
Grape & Mango, try mango, it's better than I thought.
But when I was queuing up, I saw kinderjoy..T^T
Kinderjoy or Fruit Plus.
Kinderjoy or Fruit Plus...
KINDERJOY OR FRUIT PLUS?!!
...
in las, I took fruit plus...*sobs*

Ladadadada!
Love Monday alrights.
;B
God bless you all.

Mother's day, in advance(:

2009-05-03T06:08:00.000-07:00

Haiy, my afternoon was kinda wasted because I was at my grands' house.
And I took a nap there about 2hours, huh! >;\
Later in the evening, the own family, together with my relatives, going to a mini restaurant;D
To celebrate the Mother's Day(in advance) & also, Grandma's birthday(:
Yupp, it was quite heart warming there.
I could feel the "family-feel"..I don't know what I'm talking about.
Lalalas, the food were also niceee, yumyum.
But when it came to the CAKE, oh gosh, my stomach couldn't contain anymore.
But again, for those sakes! I was left with no choice but to eat it.
LOL.
Fruit cake, yes, FULL OF FRUITS.

Home with (: , of course.
Rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
Sunburn are still a little of red, but it's better than ytd, at least.
*yawn*
I'm so tired, for unknown reason.
Plus, 'tokyo' this song is making me sleepy.
I mean my blogsong, yupp.
Haiy, school tomorrow.
No, I want Saturdays!!! ...

I shall stop this, oh yeah & also..

Dear students please assemble in the classrooms from toomorrow onwards and bring your thermometer. It is of vital importance. Be responsible for your health. Pass this to the rest. Thanks -ms fong

{:

Service;B

2009-05-02T07:51:00.000-07:00

Haiy, woke up at 11.50a.m X:
And I suppose to meet others at 12.45p.m.
Yikes!
Rushrushrush!
Blahblah..
Yeay! WeiYang gave kinderjoy!!
THANKYOU WEIYANG KORKOR!
Whoops, HAHA, jkjkxD
Rahhhhhhhhhhh!
My sunburn hurts, it's burning like don't know what.
T.T

Service was awesome, the pastor today was great.
Yupp, and I was engrossed by his story[?] & I laughed when he did some actions, which were funnyxD
After that, xueli & me were going out to the front, again.
THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IS, AT LEAST THERE WERE PPL PRAYING FOR ME!!!
THANKYOU, ZIYING, JESSIE, XUELI.
loveyouall, and really, I'm grateful that you all had prayed for me;D

After the service, we needed to go to the basketball court.
AHHHHHHHH! My handphone straps broke!
Thanks to chris, or weechong..
Maybe their strength were too strong /; Grrr!
*oppps*
Luckily ZiYing helped me to fix it back(:
HEEHEE.
Then went to buy drinks, lalalas.
Overall, our fellow 2 teams didn't win..
It's okay, still at least they were in semi-finals & finals;D
NICEEE ONE PPL!
Soon, we went to nearby cafe for dinner.
Sobs, jiaxin & weiyang went home.
):
... ...

Hawhaw, I treated weechong ban mian;D
Weiyang, too bad hor, you can't eat it!
MWHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
Errhumm!
Yeah, I felt stupid lor.
When I ate the noodle, the soup kept pouring out like water fountain.
Then chris complained, then kept staring at me, haiy..
Had an enjoyable dinner, still,HAHA^^

While going off, I almost forgot to buy food for mummy, RUSHING~ >.<
Oh yeah,
Bennie, weechong, chris & james sent me home;D
THANKYOUUUUUU, heehee.
At home, the sunburn was still painful.
Ouch~
*stiffstiff* hot like stream water..
):

Sentosa!

2009-05-01T06:55:00.000-07:00

Awww, nothing but a wonderful sun..
THE SUNNY PARADISE; a stupid sunburn.
Yupp, everything was relaxing in Sentosa.
Going out with Crystal, Desmond & KarMeng[:
JiaXin..aiya, ): *emo in a corner*
Well, blahblahblahs.

KFC's my breakfast, $1 cheese again.
Soon, went to 7`Eleven.
KINDERJOY!!! Kyaaaa!
Okayokay, went to Sentosa;D
And, water splash.
Lastly, catching fishes &.. JELLYFISH!
EWWWW! I even saw the jellyfish chewing the dead fishes, OMG! (although I didn't catch any..)
I was slacking in the shade, while the others were playing water.
HAHA.
Listened to songs and sms-ing.
And resting..
It was only relaxing(:
Well, nice one for a labour day;D

Pictures!

This is without sunburn..or a little, yupp.
Now, currently..
Eyes are red, skins are hot.
Norrr~ I have no energy for tomorrow.
Still on, yet energy none.

I love to, but..I'm done.

2009-04-27T00:10:00.000-07:00

I'm lifeless, so I didn't go to school today ):
ZZZZ..blahblah.
When I woke up, it was already 12.26pm.. -.-
Received some random messages, as always, arguements.
crazyX:
Mummy took half-day leave, and she bought lunch;B
But I didn't like that she was nagging at me for usual things..
Rahh!

Ohh, I just love YUI's music.
Currently my blogsongs are all YUI's, yupp[:
Sugoi;D
"The wind on my face is so cold.
But it reminds me of the sky, when we were together."
Awww~ nicee.
It was damn relaxing, this song, I remember you-YUI^^
I'm really addicted to it now, HEEHEEs.

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The day has come when I will leave the room I’m so used to living in
My new journey is still disorienting me
On the bus to the stationI emailed my friend
On the platform in the morning, I tried calling too
But it felt like something had changed
I’ve brought one old guitar with me
I’ve left all my photos behind
Letting something go and then gaining something new
Does the same cycle repeat itself?
When I pretend to be strong, it always leads to dreams
When I let myself be cowardly, they stop
As the train began to move
I cried a little
I prayed that the road that spread out outside the window
Wouldn’t change
The person who gave me the old guitar
Said he was afraid of Tokyo
I’ve stopped looking for answers
It doesn’t matter if I make mistake after mistake
The red sunset is cut up by the buildings
I hold back my tears
But the beginning of each new morning
Will bring confusion for me, won’t it?
I can’t only choose the right things
That much I know.
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[:

Haiy..

2009-04-25T09:49:00.000-07:00

I had always wished Saturdays would be the happy days for me.
But today was like.. ):
Today is horrible.
Grrrrr!
I'm going to die.
Sigh.

Having fun yeah!

2009-04-25T08:44:00.000-07:00

This is being taken on Thursday.
It was damn fun & funny can.
And that was one of my most enjoyable moments;B
LOVE ANGEL & LOVER.
You made my days, in heaven.

(Kids, never try this alrights? ;B) This wall should be RED..XD
i looked stupid-/- yupp.

-FIN-

Be ready.

2009-04-21T03:48:00.000-07:00

Blahblahblah, conflicts, spammers, troubles, friends, are not my problems anymore.
MYE is coming, nothing shall insert to my mind.
Waste your time, entertain my life;D
Anyways, Good luck for tomorrow's paper ppl!
Yeah, that's all?
Yeah,that's it.

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Adding stuffs to you is a waste, baka.

Maybe I was thinking too much, but why must you make me think of that?

2009-04-20T03:50:00.001-07:00

Hawhaw, it's another another..nicee day?
Normal & fast, well, I laughed alot;D
After school, also the same old things, yeah.
Enjoying bubble tea, again, yummy yummy.
When home-d, the fake imposter was coming..
Haiy, what's wrong with you, FAKE KOYUUKI!?
putting troubles in my blog, huh?
Need a slap? I would gladly give you one.
IRRITATING LITTLE.
HAHA.
Yupp.
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Haiy, I really don't understand.
Rahhhhhhhhhhhh, I really don't know luhhs.
But when I'm started to think about it, it freaks me out.
I find that THIS, is really not fair.

Happy thursday...not~

2009-04-16T03:38:00.000-07:00

Haiy, today is...
Simple & whatsoever.
Nothing special, nothing unhappy about.
After school was hanging out with JiaXin[:
Talked about stuffs, I felt relaxed.
LOL.
HAHA.

When I came back, they was a fake koyuuki came & act as me.
Sot, and my friend was like,"EEEEWWWWW~ YOU SLEEP WITH MEN IN GEYLANG?!
OMFG..."
Of course she knew that it was not me..
And she scolded that imposter like a badass.
Ah lian..xD
Hmph, she almost scolded everything that I wanna say!
It was fun[?] lor, heehees.
(although the victim was me..)
Haiy, nvm.
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the person who cried will not be me, nor you.
I'm don't ~~fcuk~~ up everything /;

Yupp!

2009-04-14T05:14:00.001-07:00

Yeay, it was another happy day to spare;DDDD
Except for the teachers who caught for my appearances-.-
Bought sweets today, tomorrow shall bring sweets to school.
Today was pretty fun for push ball, at least I did contribute.(And my house-tee was like so dirty, Eeww!)
Class lessons, it was more understandable[:
Chemistry quiz was a piece of cake.
;BBBBBBB
Oh yeah, recess time, I bought cookies from xueli;D
I supported them! HEEHEES.
And also, Crystal was having a headache, & she went home, GET WELL SOON! ^^
loves.
After school, BabyPig & MeiChyi was waiting for me outside of my classroom.
I was touched, as it was their first time..♥
Lalalas, soon it was only left BabyPig & Me.
Enjoying some cookies & nail-polishing.
Oh yeah, & some handphone crappsxDDD
We killed our time until 2.30pm, wait for Angel to be dismissed.
But once we were outside the gates, JiaXin bid us byebye.
LOL.
We had bubble tea, ;DD
& we were walking around..
...
I was being caught by lcl, she complained that I had always fold my skirt, and it's irritating-.-
For once again in my life, does it even matters to me?
Haiy, damn funny lor.
Whenever a teacher passed by the HDB, we would run away..
And some boys stared at us, as though we're like madasses.
Like usual, I was sent home;D THANKYOU!
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home-d! <:
I styled another set of clothes, yeay!
It was called "Punk Lady".
Looks goods to me, heehees.
(shall display the pic soon)

Just ordered some stuffs from a random blogshop.
Tomorrow shall go & collect it. ;DD
...
So, shall end here, byebye!
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Things are back in normal, so do not need to hang a fake mask in front of you already.
Haiy, why can't ppl just get it.
Stupid, if I knew this would happen..
then I should just clear my hands off, hmph.
I'm always the last one..
HMPH >.<

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I'm glad;D
that i was out of love.
No worrys, but, if only I would give up earlier..

LALALALALA~

2009-04-13T04:47:00.000-07:00

Whoo~
I'm high today;BBBB
Didn't go for choir today, mummy don't let.
Haiiy~
Seriously, I missed weekends.
I want weekends to come now!!! >.<
1..2..3- 5days to go.. haiy.
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I just don't know why, someone just removed me from facebook?!
LOL.
Nvm, I shall care less.
That's all I wanna say, HEEHEES.
;B
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That's it, I had it.
My heart is setting you free.
Please be gone.
I don't care anymore, since you are too.
You're nothing to me, now.
Never & ever, I shall not fall in love with you again.

it's that GOOD FRIDAY;D

2009-04-10T03:10:00.000-07:00

This GOOD FRIDAY;B
Heyyo, today's pretty short, as I had overslept X:
Like till 3-4pm, norr!!
I was so bored, listened to songs for couple times & soon, I called JiaXin[:
JiaXin have troubles of some matters, but it's turned out to be double the surprises?!
And I was talking with Linda, who's my primary school classmate;D
Nice chatting with her though, & I bought things from her blogshop too.
I will get my stuffs tomorrow, that's fast?
HEEHEESxD

Haiy, life's gonna be bored if my holidays continues to be dulled.
Tomorrow I'm going to the church, YEAY!
Maybe on Sunday, I'm going to EXPO, ._.
Weekends are just so... heehee;B

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I'm feeling so normal even though you're not there.
Maybe my feelings are drifting apart?!
);
Sadly, this is all I wanna say.
Maybe, my feelings are just..so random<3

B-E-L-O-V-E-D-SSSSS...

2009-04-07T04:24:00.000-07:00

My first blogsong is dedicated to all my beloved-s.
Hope everything will be all right & happy.
I don't mind ppl not telling me everything.
I don't care what ppl think about me.
I don't bother whether ppl are not concerned about me or what,
my feelings will never change.
---
Friends, nothing is impossible, if you think that you're 100% right,
I prove to you that, both sides are in the wrong.
Give in or give out..
GIVE UP YOUR SELFISHNESS..
Feel the flow of blood in you, are they that evil?
If it continues, it turns out to YOU shall be the devil.

Haiy, life sucks.
I hate this world, I wanna change another one. /;

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My heart sides with my friends, with you, is double the pain..
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Update.

2009-04-07T01:20:00.000-07:00

I'm lazy..to update..
Haiy, I don't like today..
Any other random days which I don't even enjoy a minute.
HAIYYY.. ):

Oh man!
Grrr!!

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shall continue to post later...
busy..

Happy April Fool! LALALA[:

2009-04-01T06:58:00.000-07:00

I MUST SAY, TODAY THIS SHALL BE MY LAST POST, BECAUSE..I THINK BLOGGING IS NOT FUN AT ALL & I ALSO MUST SAY, BLOGGER SUCKS TO THE CORE /:

&..

April Fool! xD
LOL, heehees.
It was the fun but not so fun day, for this year.
Seriously, I can say, this year's are miserable.
BORING, UNINTERESTED & LAME -,-
Plus, I hate Wednesdays.
Wednesday has always been my worst day of the week.
I will pull a long face back home every single Wednesday -___-
So, yeah, INDEED.
I don't like today, hmph.

Today I was giving sweets to the class again..
especially those who always kajiao(correct?) me.
Like I said, I treated everyone equally, unless they pissed my head off.
Grrrrr!!!
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During Maths lessons, I, so-called received some sort of letter..blahblah..I don't know.
Then what love letter thingy..
I was like...Zzz-ing all the way.
I knew it was a prank, though, I'm not that stupid.
Due today it was April Fool, I shall not deal with it[:
(I will be sured to lose my energy on those stuffs)
A while later, I feel like emoing, I even asked for some ppl for penknife..
... ...
I was glad that nobody ruin my mood at that moment, if not, I'm going to cry.
HAHA^^
Haiy, last period, class was dismissed 35minutes late..
I was annoyed, truly.
I started to throw my temper, not so obvious.

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Choir was okay, except for things /;
SIGH!
I don't wanna post anymore, norrr!!!

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Please, please do notice..
At least, care for a bit.
Even though it was just a second..

Today is today, tomorrow finds a way & solve it{:

2009-03-31T01:44:00.000-07:00

I'm high today, HEHE;B
Quite an enjoyable day for me;D
Haiy, if only I bring sweets again~LOL.

Rev-up,
JiaXin & Crystal ran away from US ;/
So chiong for..like what?
The running was okay(so-so), and we came back with panting.
And I was coughing as usually, non-stop.
Then, it was maths lesson, talking craps(or hardly talks) in the class.
The teachers thought that I'm listening to him, attentively,
but honestly, I'm busying drawing chibis..xD
Still, I understood what the teacher had said.
PE was like..umm?
We were targeting our goals for the sit-ups & standing board jump,
as to see how much we could score.
Firstly, sit-ups.
I was like a crazy mad fellow right after my turn ended,
I was "break-off" & I lied on the ____ <<< (I don't know what it is called),
twisting around ;S
I was the very last few, and I thought, I just passed..NORR!!
Social studies,
mdm told me to pin up my fringe, I put it down again /;
See if you do : evil.

After school, went to buy tidbits & drinks.
Shall eat it while slacking in the film enrichment [:
Oh yeah, it was the LAST lesson of the film, yeay!
But, I didn't know why I felt a little sad.. ):

THANKS, again, & again.

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yeah, i know.
We're not close.
Yet, it seems step by step, we're getting closer.
couldn't forget..right.

What grift.

2009-03-30T00:45:00.000-07:00

I didn't care for my blog for this weekends,
THEN GOT A STUPID SPAMMER GO SPAM MY BLOG.
Then whatever who you are(spammer),
YOU'RE REALLY A GUY WHO HAS NOTHING TO DO.
YOU'RE TRUELY NOT WORTH IN THIS WORLD/;
And gfygtdxfgftdxgfdxtgxdgdxg, I'm refering to you.
If I found out who you are, YOU'RE NOT IN THIS WORLD ANYMORE.

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Whatthehe-
UGLY-.-
yeahyeah, whatever..
PISSED ME OFF.
BLOODY.
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I'm fuming, now.
Stupid, STUPID!!!!
Although I'm happy for today, but for now..
THIS SUCKS.

... sigh

2009-03-26T02:28:00.000-07:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
I don't care already, by all means, go get a life.
Sigh, seriously I had no time to waste on those matters.
I wanna be carefree, not like some *ppl who wanna stuck their life with misery.
FAKE LIFE.. -.-
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Friends are like fuck,
they simply just take your precious thing away.
Sometimes can be very nice & be mean after a while /;

If you really want to be reunited again, then you should SERIOULSY think.

2009-03-26T01:18:00.001-07:00

Again, what happened?
Clique, clique, CLIQUE.
Everyone ruined their mood because of this clique.
SERIOUSLY, I WANT TO HAVE A TALK WITH EVERYONE.
AND YOU MUST TELL ME WHAT ARE YOU NOT HAPPY WITH.
And please don't be a coward, just stated out.
If you all don't want to say out,
IT'LL BE TOO LATE FOR YOU, YOU SHALL REGRET.
And DON'T MAKE ME HATE THIS CLIQUE.

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Iloveyouall, you're part of my life.
But since things are not in shape,
let's put it in a rough way.
Try it, or break it.

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even worse, I feel like slapping someone already.
I can be honest to everyone.
Just question me.

Damn!!!

2009-03-25T17:34:00.000-07:00

I'm not going to school on Thursday..
My fever had shot up to 39.6 degree Celsius, wow.
Pills were just a waste, *stiff*
My throat's still in pain, but better than before.
My cough hasn't been stopped, I hate it.
DAMN.
I shall to the polyclinic tomorrow, I had no enough cash for my 'home doctor' ):
After that, I don't know already..
I'm so disappointed, I can't even takecare of myself..
& my beloved-s always tell me try to come to school, no matter what happens.
Sorry for not coming again, really..
Haiy.
SICK IS A PAIN.
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BABYPIG, where you never come to school?
I'M SO BORED WITHOUT YOU, nobody teased me lehh.
Missyoulikesot.. ):
Hope you see you again,beloved T. FRIEND^^
LIKEALWAYS(L)<333333333
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Angel, Please don't be sad.
Another friend is just another small part of my life.
I won't let another friend pass through our line.
Our bonds will never be broken[:
OKAYOKAY?
~~If only you could show me better.. ):~~
LOVEYOUMANYYYYYYYYYY<33333333
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I hesitated..again.
Why must be you..
I want to forget..oh please just let me forget.
I don't wanna be hurt again..

crazy post.

2009-03-24T05:38:00.000-07:00

I'm currently viewing a random guy's blog,
It was uncleared, alot of grammar mistakesX:
Crazy-.-
It was an indirect form of scolding..
But still, IDK? o.o
LOL.
Whoever that person whom is being scolded by that random guy,
he or she confirmed sneezesX:
Haiy..

Since on which day... I'm THIS happy enough.

2009-03-24T02:26:00.000-07:00

EXCELLENT BABY!
Yeah, today was quite a happy one for me (:
HEEHEES.
I had changed seat in my class,
And it was far more better than sitting in front.
I was like a stupid geek over there(but I'm not a geek!).
Since I sat behind, I was more carefree^^
And also, easier to eat sweets ;B
I was giving sweets again..

PE was great, as in great to slack.
HAHA.
Our English teacher has been changed too,
it was considered a good thing, I guessed.
Since so many ppl didn't like Ms See.. X;
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Recess, I had fun chatting with Mei Chyi(correct?!), yupp.
She's one nice cutey, I'm so glad to meet her.
Welcome to be the part of us!;33
Oh yeah, I don't think she even looked like 16 X:
No offence, but she's really cute! x3
After school, went to pizza hut.
Although my throat was still kinda sore /:
Hurried back to class just after we had eaten.
My stomach's hurts!! >.<
In the film enrichment, I was busying writing letters to beloved-s.
I didn't write for crystal, & she was fuming X:
SORRY~
& the rest was like the same.
I'm home;D
And I was grinning all the way, my grandma was staring at me,
as if I was crazy.
HEHEHExDDD
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Maybe is better to forget, but why I just couldn't do it..
I don't wanna be that old me again..
But, it seems that my heart is still yearning for you..

True to be bonded, true to be priceless.

2009-03-23T01:36:00.000-07:00

I'm really glad..
I'm really very happy.
THAT'S WHAT TRUE FRIENDS DO.
I realised that I DO have true friends..
And I'm more satisfied enough.

THANKYOU, friend. [;
(L). ♥

The glory, ruined. /;

2009-03-23T00:28:00.000-07:00

[---This picture cannot be explained..---]

SICKNESS CAME ARCOSS ME..
DAMNNNN!!!
AND I'M STILL REPORT TO SCHOOL FOR MY *coughcough* NRI-IC *cough*.
I just couldn't stop my coughing!!!
And my throats was in a terrible state..
I knew why, because of singing.
Sigh, although I came to school for that NRIC,
But it was fun being with my beloved-s [:
I didn't see JiaXin today ;(
I did see xueli, but she didn't bother to say hello >;( HMPH!
I was with BABYPIG & LOVER, mainly ;BBB
It was short, but enjoyable.
Yeayy!
- wanli v nice lol -
My repayment, HAHA.

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KP,KP,KP is all you got, huh?
Stare stare stare, until your eyes popped out.. is it? -,-''
Please don't go patronise others while you think that they are patronising you, okay?
DON'T BE OVER-SENSITIVE, PLEASE.
I know what I'm refering to, right?
If you know who you are, then I shall say you're THIS clever.
[:
You wanna clear out the so-called misunderstanding,
please let me know, we shall find a place to clear out.
Don't think that you got more ppl than us we'll be scared.
But, you bring more ppl is also pointless, we're not getting a fight here. -.-
Okay?
& Offending my friends are also offends me myself.
Yeahyeah, whatever.
Just don't act you're queen, damn.
I shall end here[:
Whoever it is, please do takecare, too.
ME NO EVIL[translation: I'm not evil too(:]

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The same habits again..
Monster, monster, monster...
Rahhh!!!!
At least, some didn't say that word now(:
But the rest..SIGHHH~
GROW UP LUHH!!!
Grrr, HEHExD

Friends, I wanna say something..

2009-03-22T03:24:00.000-07:00

This post is mainly refering to my beloved[: or.. ------- clique.

There are somethings when I don't have to know, but also I HAVE THE RIGHTS TO KNOW.
Mainly, I know it was wrong to know things which I want to know.
But, what are friends for, a punk of shows?!
Hn, I don't mind not knowing things that your shall not tell me.
I really don't mind at all.
But, what if I put this, 'gossips'.
...
I don't really understand, hate this hate that.
"HATE her attitude, hate her lor, she's always like that one blahblahbl-"
A PIECE OF SHIT!
DAMMIT.
Please, if you detest someone among us,
just spill it out!
You don't have a mouth right, go seal it.
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I REALLY WANT TO LEAVE THIS CLIQUE..
but, I know there are still some ppl cares, some don't even want me to leave.
I'm touched, & grateful..
but again, THIS CLIQUE IS DIVING ME CRAZY..
I knew just by the way they talk, the way they do,
HATE, DETEST, ANNOYED.

I always tried to enlighten everyone, by doing things that make everyone happy.
But, it's up to no use right..
I don't understand, why everyone always gives me the minimum..
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Now, this clique is my least of my concerns.
I shall not give the fuck for it.
FAKE SMILES, EMOITIONS, bring it on.

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Maybe, I should leave.
Right?

New life, new moments.

2009-03-22T03:00:00.000-07:00

Sadly, the school holidays will be ended soon ;(
I'm truly not satisfied with it, dammit.
Mostly choirchoirchoirchoir~
NORRR!!!
Pissed.
Tomorrow, everything must be 'perfect'.
Socks, blouse, & most important, hair-~-
Just hang on, be tight.
After a while, everything will be over.
Except for those strict ones/:

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
Where's my homework!?
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We're in the different world, yet it feels like affinity came across us.
Who are you exactly?

NEW?

2009-03-15T22:28:00.000-07:00

I'm soaking..
Seriously, I got this feeling that..
I HAD BEEN SAVED.
I'm changing myself..
I don't want to be my old self again,
I'm willing to give up everything, in order to be a new me.
Wash away everything..
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I know I had been liking somebody lately..
But for now, I had decided.
I had decided to put this stupid one-sided love aside, or just let it fade away..
I'm not depressed, nor I'm upset.
I'm not prepared, I'm still immatured.
I had more to learn.
Maybe, I was being a child, hehe...
child, huh?
Why did I stated, me as a child?
A girl who had fallen in love with a random guy,
in her mind was full of his images..
Every moments with him, even just a second, she would mention twice or so on.
Even her friends couldn't control the lovesick of hers.
Just because she liked that guy, she was being a child.
She should be honest, yet she denied it..
But, she was afraid of others to know..
And, as she found out it was already too late.
"ALL OF THIS, was my fault..right?"
... ...
And that love struck, breaks.
That girl was happened to be me.
Yeah, I'm already 15, yet I'm a girl with no maturity.
...
& I know,
that's how a imperfect girl was.

-fin-

{think before you act, if not when the time comes, you alone shall regret.}

so far..so lost, so breakdown, yet so everlasting.

2009-03-10T01:59:00.000-07:00

Yeah, rev-up today[:
We walked & walked.
Yet the camera never captured us, hooray!xD
HAHA.
Lesson were boring like always, except for physic, I think[:
I like experiments..
Oh yeah, & sweets*grin*
I'm giving sweets today, it was like once in a while, hehe.
When it was recess, I didn't see anyone, at anywhere..
A-L-O-N-E.. T^T Haiy..
Lalalalas, after school, ppl were pon-ing the enrichment.
I had to go for the film enrichment..IT'S A MUST!
But in class, half of our class never come -.-
Yet, there were no teachers came to them, for now.
DAMMIT.
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After the enrichment, waited for the beloved-s[:
Awww, CRYSTAL.. WHAT HAPPENED, DON'T BE SAD LUHH OKAYS?
& NEVER CUTS YOURSELF><
Goddammit, Iloveyouluhhs!!<333
I went home afterwards.
Why I had to go home so early?
Like ytd? or last tuesday..
Haiy..
HOME..AND NOTHING WENT WRONG.
..
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Why don't you just take it ._,
*stiff stiff*

hot..

2009-03-09T01:02:00.000-07:00

Fuck, cockeye.
Think YOU, & YOU so pretty mehh?
SUPER THICK-SKINNED NIA.
sorry, if offence.
but seriously, you're not that pretty yourself/;
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okay, start of the day.
Grr, my hair, again.
Some of the boys got their hair trim for themselves-.-
Shoot, then why I was being brought there too?
Weird.
After that, I went to the toilet to keep my hair neat, but my fringe was in inappropriate shape, I couldn't explain how horrible it was.
I kept covering my fringe..when I went back to class,NORRR!!!
English lesson, Ms See told us to go to recess during her lesson?!
We were liked, WHATTHEHECK?!
When it was 11pm, English lesson resumed.
The sky was getting darker, it was pouring, icy cold~
CME lesson, Ms Zariney was angry again.. -.-
We wrote a 50-words reflections, about why the teachers always complain our class 3B?
ZZZZ...
I wrote mainly about our class was being very noisy.
haiy..
D&T, normal, same as always.
But i noticed, I was jumping while walking around >///<
I'm so envious, because some had done so well, especia- ..oh nth..
HEHE.
After that, same things repeated.
HOME HOME.
IT'S POURING..
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the look in your eyes, why your looking at me?
>///<

A quiz by TEOJIAXIN[;

2009-03-07T21:26:00.000-08:00

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1: Besides your lips , where is your favourite spot to get kissed?
Forehead>///<

2: How do you feel when you woke up this morning?
I didn't sleep last night, but I felt so sleepy, *yawn*

3: Who was the last person you took a photo with?
I forgot?! xD

4: Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
Yeah, but not by my parents, by myself /:

5: Would you ever donate blood?
If they really need it, then take it.

6: Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
Yeah^^

7: Do you want someone dead?
YES, I do.

8:What does your last text message say?
"Heys, did you receive a letter for the ic registration?" (:

9:What are you thinking of right now?
*stiff stiff* ...

10: Do you wish someone was with you right now?
*stiff* Yeah..

11: What time did you go to sleep last night?
I didn't sleep, right?

12: Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now?
PMK.

13: Is someone on your mind right now?
Yes.

14: Who was the last person to text you?
Crystal{:

10 People tagged to do this quiz :
1: WanLi
2: Joan
3: Crystal
4: WeiLu
5: Victoria
6: XueLi
7: Shania
8: Emma
9: Jessie
10: Joshua
...
-I have more[;-

15: Who is 2 having a relationship with?
She's single..

16: Is 3 a male or a female?
Female

17: If 7 and 10 get together will that be a good thing?
Shania & Joshua have gotten their own love..

18: What is Number 1 studying about?
Crapping lessons.

20: Is Number 4 single?
No, she's attached.

21: Say something about Number 2.
Awww, one mature babe.

22: What do you think about Number 3 and 6 being together?
I wanna pukeX:

23: Describe Number 9.
Kind, pretty but not fierce xD

24: What will you do if Number 6 and 7 fight?
They don't even know each other & they'll fight with each other, I swear!

25: Do you like Number 8?
Yeah, she's one nice girl{:

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boring in the start, but exciting for the part, & sweet for the rest..

2009-03-07T05:06:00.000-08:00

CHOIR.. -.-
SKIPSKIPSKIP!
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Okay, went to City Harvest Church;D
It was..fabulous, amazing & so more than I expected..
HAHA, love it.
I'm going for the second time next saturday^^
I knew many interesting people too, heehee.
Exchange no. & emails, ekk!xD
After that, we went to long john sliver, but I didn't eat the food over there.
Instead, I ate the XXL chicken.
Spicy, even though the uncle just added a very little chilli powder-.-
I'm not good at eating spices, NORR!!!
Soon, JiaXin & XueLi went off, JiaXin's mom/dad nagged at her, I think/;
Not long after, we went off too.
Jessie felt dizzy, aww):
MUST TAKECARE LEHH BABE♥
Haiy, I went to 242 alone..
Then was like..I can't say..HEEHEEHEEHEE.
GO HOME GO HOMEXDDD
...

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I was so lonely..
and you're not around today.

You're cute, in a innocent way..kyaa! <'D

2009-03-06T05:28:00.000-08:00

Hehe, of course, I'm in the good mood today.
Nothing shall stop me from going crazy;P
Norrr! I want to study very hard now.
Seriously, no time to slack /:
But, I think I'm too lazy last year, SLACKSLACKSLACK.
That's why I'm in this state right now..
;D
Today's Social studies lesson, Ms Zariney was very pissed off );
Haiy..I couldn't explain.
...
After school, we had Treasure Hunt;D
I'm very tired lehh..They ran so fast..
And they must go to the stations.
Soon, Victora gave up too.
& in the end, Crystal treated WanLi & WeiLu.
We had great time there..eek!
Blahblahblah..
But, JiaXin they all never come..
We found them at the NCC room outside.
JiaXin..haiy, CHEERUP MY ANGEL!!!
He'll understand soon, and regretted breaking up with you!!!!
HAHAHA!
But, still I think, THERE'LL STILL BE HOPE! ;D;D;D
So, don't be sad anymore, yeah?
LOVEYAHH<3
Okay, CHOIR.
Is better than I thought.
I just love to run.
RUN, RUN, R-HEEHEExD, RUN.
Run, run, r-EHH?! ohh, run..
HEEHEEHEEHEE!!!>,<
The rest of the day was okay.. HAIY..BUT..nothing really. T.T
My dad & mom were very geneous today, sent JiaXin home, wow!
HAHA[;

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ITHINKIHADLOVEDYOUMORE&MORE...
I'm just keep thinking of you..
I REALLY MISS YOU.

F.A.K.E....

2009-03-05T04:57:00.002-08:00

F ar upon looking the truth..
A ppearing like you REALLY care about me.
K eep on lying for your feeling about this & that,
E xtremely disgusted, by YOU.

;/ is true, seriously...

L ust of your sweetness,
O ver emotional by the words.
V arious places that will be hurt,
E xist in every minute, anytime, anywhere..

I just wrote for fun ;PP
Don't mind..

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okayokay, i admit!
I'm sad because of something!
So that's why I wrote this..
Haiy..friends, huh.

Maybe..I'm thinking too much[;

2009-03-05T02:53:00.000-08:00

HAPPY THURSDAY;DDD
Why must thursdays be so enjoyable?!
HEHE;B
Today about 2.18pm(I know the actual time), I noticed that I had wore, not white but more like yellowish ankle socks xD HAHA. I rmb I had wore it during the camp..
LOLs.
The D&T stuffs, was sweating the hell out of me.
Gosh, I almost didn't do anything..X:
Baka.
Haiy.. I think I shall not look forward to tomorrow..
Grrrr...
Social studies is the first one..(obviously you know..)
Fan si ren le-.-
Secondly, C.H.O.I.R.
Not because of the singing blahblah, but because of the teachers.
EVERYTHING MUST BE PERFECT MAHH.
*roll eyes*
Me bored, now..
I was like saying BORED everyday..
As a habit, HAHA.
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As a normal human being, I wanted to say this.
EVERYONE IS EQUAL..[;[;[;

Must ppl grow mature?!

2009-03-04T06:40:00.000-08:00

EVERYTHING IS LIKE..UPSIDE DOWN.
Haiy..
I hate choir, that's it.
Is those teachers force me to hate it, rahh!
W-what's the wrong with us pls?
Please look at others then come & appoach us all right, WE DID NTH WRONG OKAY.
I DON'T GIVE THE PRETTY DAMN ABOUT IT, SERIOUSLY.
Also to hold us until 7+, school is closing too.
Then after that, still tell Babypig to stay back & scold her, wapiang eh.
She of course not happy mahh..keep picking on us only -.-
Just because we sit near them only.
ONLY KNOW HOW TO CATCH US, AS A HABIT.
It's good that BabyPig didn't shout at the teachers, if ppl was still at the AVA room.
If not, they shall lose their face for sure..HAHA.
At home, tons of nagging & screaming from my mom-.-
Yesterday was also the same thing, sigh.
All because of my HAIR, teme.
GRRRRR!!!!!
I better bring a knife tmr..X:

Grrr, another sucking day..
But it's so better than MONDAY ;{ i'm glad.
...
I missed my HAPPY THURSDAY*stiff stiff*
A part of my memory that I shall never forget..
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Just one question, why do ppl hate other ppl?
This is very importantX:
Attitude? Character? or even, NO REASONS?!
crazy..LOL.

WHATTHEH-NORRR!!!

2009-03-03T02:34:00.000-08:00

I didn't do anything...
Wle..
I did go for the film of appreciation!
Yet the teacher say I never go-.-
I had been there about an hour & yet, never mark my attendance..
About 3.05pm, I went to the toilet, then something happened that lasted me until 4+
Which the film of appreciation had ended, that's why I just leave!
My bag was at the library locker, so I didn't need to go back to class as there was nothing that was belonged to me..
BUT, THE TEACHER SAID THAT I DIDN'T GO TO THE FILM OF APPRECIATION!!
I gonna explain to her tomorrow.
Detention..huh?
I had no time to slack.
I'm not a bad girl okay..
But the teacher might think I'm one now..
SIGHHHH...

Another sucking day..haiy.
[; saddened yet..fun.
;DDDDD
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Gosh, I'm being a liar now..
I hoped that after all these, I'm going to be good..
Honestly, I hate myself to be liked that.
Very dishonest.
Please forgive my sins...
I promised to be good after this..
I'm sorry & truly I have regretted for what I had done...

Saddened..

2009-03-01T23:47:00.000-08:00

IHATETODAY.
~~henevercome!!!!!!><~~ RAHHH!!!!
IHATETODAY..
My eyes are watering now..
I JUST HATE TODAY, NOBODY UNDERSTANDS HOW I FEEL NOW, THIS IS SO TERRIBLE.
T.T
I WANNA DIE ALREADY.
CURSE.
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It doesn't matter to whoever that leave me alone, i don't really care, but..
just shoot it out, if you wanna say smth..
HAIY, i actually doesn't really matter whether I got go anot, I'm saddened, so I don't wanna go..
But, if you all wanna purposely, don't wanna me go, just say out.
I won't be angry.
BUT, I THINK I AM ANGRY.
SCREW IT.
Okay, I anyhow speak it out.
Don't care about this...
Told you I'm too sensitive, HAHA.
I'm just too miserable, that's all.
[:

2009-02-28T09:04:00.000-08:00

I can't sleep.
I'm still rewinding that day..
... ...

selfishness.

2009-02-28T06:42:00.000-08:00

Finally, camping's over.
I can't wake up today, and I woke up at 12.40pm.
Actually I had choir today, but I didn't go.. X:
HAHA.
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Why must I love you like.. so crazy?!
I'm always yearning to see you..
I also don't know why you're looking back at me too..
Was I thinking too much?
Maybe, I am.
That day, I saw you going home... ...
But my friend could just send me home, but I chose not to.
Because.. I couldn't see you.
So I just left an excuse to my friend.
... ...
~~I just wanna see you..~~
~~I just couldn't control myself..~~
~~YOU'RE JUST TOO MUCH FOR ME..~~
~~ILOVEYOUTOOMUCH~~
~~That's how is it.~~
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I'm sorry wanli...for lying to you..
I just couldn't contain myself..

Okay...

2009-02-24T00:33:00.000-08:00

ALL ALONE..COMING DOWN.
TURN AROUND..
CRY THAT FIRST TEAR..
IT WON'T STOP RAINING DOWN..
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Today, is another okay day.
Nothing special seriously..
YEAH, NTH SPECIAL!
But I sensed something weird..as if like..
I couldn't explain how it was like.
WEIRD.
Today's common test, okay^^
Not so hard, not so easy, HEHE.
My English common test, actually I got 12/20 but it turned out to be 13/20 ;D
I felt so stupid, I should have checked my answers more carefully.
If not, I could have gotten 16/20!!!>.<
DAMN.
Grrr.. haiy.
See, I'm sighing again, as always.
WanLi should be grateful, because I'm the only one waiting for her after school[;
HAHA, just kidding.
But in the end, I'm all alone, and it's pouring.
I took taxi home even though I had no money left..
Stupid me..I'm now kinda regretted for taking taxi.
The driver purposely went to the long way instead of the shortcuts & he still said it was the shortcut.
He thought I'm so stupid is it?! Rahhh!!!
So many taxi driver went to the shortcuts & only him...!
And thus, my face began to turn black, and he sensed it, I think.
So he decided to drive faster.
But still, I'M NOT HAPPY!!!
$4.50?! My least amount from the school to my home was $3.80.
Whattheheck! >.<
I going to board the bus from now on.
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Home sweet + raining days..
=EMO time.
;DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

eek!
My bag is stuffed with stuffs!xD
I heard that ppl only bring one pair of their home clothes.
And, I put two pairs-.-
Gonna take one out..
Oh yeah, my track pants!
... ...
okay, then..erm..plasters? Check.
Insect repellent? Check.
Plate, fork & spoon? No!
Eww, I had to bring it.. Why don't they just give us plastic?
I rather paid for it, then to bring it..
oh no, school bag..OH SHIIITTT!
Tsk, awww!
Gonna buy as soon as I can.
T.T
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Hey ppl, why must hate this hate that?
I don't understand why must hate control the situation.
If you don't like, just say it..
Nobody will say anything, they might be alittle affected by the words, but they might change themselves too...
Haiy, pls ppl..

In pain, haiy.

2009-02-22T05:46:00.002-08:00

Gonna be sick!!!
Tmr is Monday, hehe. (I'm glad[:)
HEHE.
Rahhh!!!T.T I'm sad.
This is the first time I will say that, "I HATE WEEKENDS."
*Sobsobs*
Nth to post today..
B-O-R-I-N-G!
Boring.
Yeah, so sayonara!
And pls, tkcares..
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I'm in pain now..
You won't know.
I'm so crazy for you! I need you..
Iloveyou.

I can't control myself..

2009-02-20T07:47:00.000-08:00

Currently, I was so missing him....
SOBSOBS.
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

happy for this week^^

2009-02-20T06:36:00.000-08:00

Sigh, hehe.
Another happy day has gone, too.
But not as happy as ytd, that was real.
I sighed for many times today, maybe was because of struckX:
HAIY! I laughed alot for today,and screamed too, that baby pig!xD
Okay, shall start the day.
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Ohh, today was a good-but-not-so-good day.
The same thing happened almost everyday..ZZZ.
History...I thought Wanli didn't come for school.
But, she was late, better than not coming.
Social studies, Mrs Chow(must be polite) came in our class and told us things about going to 5N or ITE..-.- Okay, wasted about 45minutes of the lesson.
Blahblahblah..
After school, I went to 3E to find those 13'o clocks xD
They were planning to go to pizzahut to have lunch..
We crapped over there, alot.
And the stupid thing is, WANLI IS GOING, NO, IS VERY CRAZY LIKE MADASS TARTS!
She scratched my wallet and threw it in a distance, WHATTHEHELL?!
I felt so fuming & I shouted at her, and she was still there laughing, crazy girl!
Then after that, we went back to school, by running..
Wanli ran after me because I kicked her butt, as I was annoyed by that little fellow, too.
And, she ran after LongZe too, idk her okay?!
MAD LIKE CRAZY, grrrr!!!
And again, she took my wallet and threw it harshly this time!
I watched my wallet just flying towards the dirty grass, I felt that stupid anger in me, I blow up suddenly.
I was scolding her as if like I really hate her, mainly vulgarsX:
I don't wish to, but she made me do this.
I JUST WANNA MAKE HER CRY MAN!!!!
Then I'll be happy.*
I'm evil, yes. SCREW THAT HELL OUT OF HER MAN!
Okay, choir.
Didn't run, only did some warm-up.
Soon, got break, we went to scroll around.
I didn't know why they must walk until the backgate.
And time was almost over..rahhh!
They kept calling my name..CARRIE! CARRIE! --
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Sing, sing, sing.
EMO, sing, sing, EMO.
Nothing special around, but I knew that the ones near me were super noisy-.-
Haiyy, I nearly die out of the atmosphere..
When we were dismissed, I sa- ..okay nvm! Nothing really!
Daddy fetched me home, and off to dinner!
And also, I went to repair the damaged spec, but instead, I bought a new one;DD
On tuesday I shall get it, hehe.
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Iloveyou.. I can't possibly say it out in front of you.
I'm scared, and I'll surely hesitated when I saw you..even I'm encouraging myself to be normal.
Idk whether you feel the same way, I'm really scared.
I'm scared that it was me whose tears had kept dropping just by missing you.
When I looked at you, my mind is full of mess, idk what should I do.
Iloveyou, Imissyou, Iwantyou.

PLS CALM DOWN...HAHAHAHA!!!

2009-02-19T00:53:00.000-08:00

OKAYOKAY, I'm too happy now,
I'm like jumping around,
call me crazy if you want;DD
HAHAHAHAHA!!!!xD

Okay, I know, I had not updated for 2 weeks or so,
and also, thanks for those who had tagged me, not to spammers if there are.
In this unwilling days of stupid, horrible, idiotic schooldays were finally being almost back to normal;D
Really, instead of being affected, I find it was really funny in a stupid way,HAHA.
EASY-GOING BABY.
Yupp, Hnn.
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I hate those annoying attitude of the who lor, I knew I had made a mistake, like, BREAKING HER RELATIONSHIP, HER LOVE, HER FUTURE!!!? Unless, I kill her whole family(opps, didn't mean it), she can go to the mental hospital soon, so need me to call 1777 for that? -.-Oh, please give me a break, I had no time to bother about these big matter of hers!! I wanna study!! I wanna be carefree!! Nyyyyyya!
Haha, 110% no time, wanna forgive me, is still the same, I DON'T GIVE THE PRETTY DAMN ABOUT IT, B- BABExD
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Today I forgot to bring specs, so I mainly sat in front, HAHA.
I was moving here & there, so annoying.
The Chemistry lessons, we stood just because a few of our class was noisy..-.-
I felt stupid standing like an idiot, doing nothing. THIS IS PAIN!
And..that's why we got to stay back for make-up lessons.
Haiy..
After school, I got pungseh by ppl, I cried due to myself contains too much emotions.
But, it was a pretty short one.. I laughed like a madwoman again, HAHA.
The make-up lessons, HAHA.. I couldn't really see a word from the screen, and I was slacking around. Craps, I love to crap;BB WanLi will be angry if she sat beside me during the lesson. Because she said there were ppl kept pointing at her._.
I got out by the time of 2.30pm, and was accompanying the little girl to wait for her daddy.
And I got the chance to go back home by his car;D
But, I felt strange, when I was on the way to the car, I knew that somebody was talking to me..
Idk, must be my imagination, HEHE.

ILOVEMYBIBI!
ILOVEPINKY!
ILOVEMYROOM!
ILOVEMYDOOR!
ILOVEMY-is what I said when I got home.

I'm too happy to be myself.
I AM STRUCK! LOVE.

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My mind is thinking about . again.
I can't bear to forget about . .
HAIY~
I'm happy & it's really thanks to . .

Make love falls upon you & be surprised that you had your love. -MiKO-SAMA!!
KYAAA, MiKO-SAMA SUGOI!!!! DAISUKI DE!!!

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I'm smiling to myself again, I'M TOO HAPPY-OVER.
Grrr, I hate to say this, but I feel so good!xDDD
HAHA, even my beloves smacked me(just now), it was useless to be angry or upset.
GOSH, is this the end to say sayonara to EMO-san?
Yeah, get it right.
BYE EMO-SAN! AND BYE TO YOU, pls get out now, shoo!xD

2009-02-19T00:27:00.000-08:00

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!!!
I'm so duper happy can!
Today is a great day, (though i cried today..) LOL.
HAHA, Opps, now upon thinking, I had not waited for JiaXin, SORRY!!
And I ended up go home by wanli's daddy fetching me home, thanks alot!^^
Haiy, ppl really love to give attitudes..
I felt like shooting those..hehe.
I AM SO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*I'm mad, call me crazy whatever you said it!!*
BUT, I'M REALLY VERYVERYVERYVERY HAPPYYYYYYYYYYY! KYAAAAA!

F.YOU[;

2009-02-05T00:43:00.000-08:00

Wth,i surely can smack you in the face if i want luhh, suckers.
Asshole bloody hell fucker son of a bitch,you go to hell, you piece of junk, holy bastard go to hell, neverless you in hell to suffer.
Make me, if you can, hell bastard. you dare to say it out, you got problem arhh!
I shall shoot you to the sky!! And make your eyes into panda eyes.
HOLY COW, YOU NEVER EVER WANNA TO TALK TO HER LIKE THIS, BEFORE YOU THINKS YOU CAN, BLOODY FUCKER.

-And it's not written by meX:
Kids, pls don't look at this.. THANKS[;

WOW, I sure hate my life.
Because that 2nd feb, it was like a curse of bad luck.
I hate it, cowardly.
And as for tomorrow, I don't feel the happiness about it, even though my beloveds had prepared so much for me, and also, my $10..
.. SICKENING NOW.
I hate this life can, I just can't be happy!
WHATTHEHELL is this world up to, dammit.
Yeah, currently, I can't wait & just bang towards the walls.
And blood.. no I can't.. I hate the feels of lust..

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Grr, tmr is my day, I shouldn't stay SAD.
*hit my face tons of times*
Okay, I'm back again(i'm so lame dude).
Currently don't know what to do..
Err, SCREW THE PESTS XD?!
Sure, why not.

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'Hey, don't think that I'm a loser can..'
Funny, I mean, you're funny.
HAHA, you maybe a loser, but to me, you're the winner, my winner baby.
Love you in max mode<3

---Kimiko-chan[:

Angry..?

2009-02-04T05:43:00.000-08:00

Grrr.. currently I'm hiccuping now, non-stop, damn!
HAHA, I don't have the feels to write about today, I know it sucks. -.-

The beloved twins has patched up?O.O
wow, that's was fast.

In class, after recess I think, I drew something for a bombxD
And it turned out to be comic-like, what grief!
I had drew too much comic, hnn..
Haiy, there were angry faces today huh.
Because of who? idk.
All full of annoying expressions, tsk tsk.

My minds are in a blank now, I have no idea what to write anymore..
So this shall be the end?
Ja ne!^^

2009-02-03T03:55:00.000-08:00

hello.
Aliens/zebra/viewers.
I here to say hello.
And i love pigpig.

major attack!

2009-02-03T03:52:00.000-08:00

The plastic hurts.. ;(
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I could say it's an OKAY day for me, but actually, it should be better.
Haiy..
Morning, two separated twins.. :(
...

The physic class test made my day, the first or I could say, three ties of being the top.
SO happy can;D
Then, the same thing happened.
After school, stay back for the WHAT?!
It's damn wasting time,if not I could use the time to style my clothes & wash my shirts,whoopsX; HA!
After that, got out of the class, then saw a BIG, FAT BOMB, OMFG!
Also be so loud somemore, what a pig-.-
I can feel the vibration whenever that bomb stomp beside me, earthquake~
HAHAHAHAHAHA!

Went to Jp again.. and home.
Except for my handphone-less. *sobs*

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I wanna cry out man, AGAIN.
LOLs.
Why had to be like this..
I want to die.

funny!

2009-02-02T03:32:00.000-08:00

I found this one from one of my friend's blog, it's damn funny can, haha.

Answer the questions that follow and fill them into the blanks of the template.Template:
Dear (the last person who text messaged you),I don’t really know how to tell you this, but (1).
I think I realized it (2) (3) and I saw you (4) (5).
I’m sure you’re (6) enough to understand (7).I’m returning (8) to you, but I’ll keep (9) as a memory.
You should also know that I (10) (11).
(12), Your name.

1. What’s the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I’ll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Brown - The mafia wants you
Green - Our horoscope doesn’t match
Grey - You’re a pervert
Yellow - I’m selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
No shirt - You’re a loser
Other - I’m in love with your sister.
.
2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes.
.
3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Chicken - In your closet
Kabob - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women’s clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife...
.
4. What’s the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Barefoot - Sit on
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Other - Drive out.
.
5. What’s the color of your underwear? (gees heh)
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Purple - My mustard souffle
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United’s goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy statue
Other - The crazy monk
.
6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
House - Scarred
Lost - High
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class.
.
7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I’ve felt
Bored - That Santa doesn’t exist
Sad - How boring you are
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we’re cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this.
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I’m allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I’m open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks
None of the above - Ashamed.
.
8. What’s the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Green - The pictures from LA
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service.
.
9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal recordW/X - David’s tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college.
.
10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Always will remember
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked.
.
11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics.
.
12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Fuck off now
France - In pain

Dear JiaXin,
I don’t really know how to tell you this, but the mafia wants you.I think I realized it last year with George Bush and his wife...and I saw you carve your initials into my avocado plant.I’m sure you’re cowardly enough to understand that Extreme Home Makeover sucks.I’m returning the cut toenails to you,but I’ll keep the oil stocks as a memory.You should also know that I always wanted to break our friendship.

Go burn,
Carrie

sorry Jiaxin, it's just a joke..HAHA.

2009-02-02T01:36:00.001-08:00

ilove carrie (L).
HAHAHA.
i'm bored,kkaes.

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Me too;(
My phone, my precious one..T^T
Iloveyoutoo!
Daisuki!!<3

<-♥-hot topic?!

2009-02-02T01:19:00.000-08:00

Another bad day..haiy.
My handphone has been confiscated this morning.
EMO in the class..
Then after school, I know there's smth I feel & I know that is bad..OMG!
Sheesh! X:
HAHA.
Then Baby pig♥ and me went to jp, waiting for her mum[:
We wait for a while, and she came.
She even gave me a angbao! Yayy!xDDD
Then we sat while we were waiting for her mum, again.
We went to that topic again, haha.
Gosh, this is madass topic..LOLs.
Okayokay, went to the breadtalk & sayorana!^^

At home, continue to the topic..HAHA!!!

I want w8 for carrie mum also.
i want angpaoxP.(Wanli Edition).
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I, the what?! You should be in that positon can, stupid.
Nobody likes you._. disgusted.

<-♥-<<< I shoot at YOU.

CNY..

2009-02-01T05:22:00.000-08:00

I'm so fuming mans!!!
IHATEYOU, NOBODY LIKES YOUUUU..

Lalalas, another sunday to Crystal's church again;DDD
Random, yeah.
Blahblahblah, but strange, I DIDN'T YAWN AT ALL.
HEHE.
Then after that, went to the nearby hawker centre to eat.
Then, buy the yummy pancake for Jiaxin^^
When she alight the bus stop, it started to rain, oh noes.
HURRIED BACK TO THE CHURCH!!!

We went to a so-called meeting room[?],
and Jiaxin was damn paiseh can..HAHA.
We got in a car & went to houses..
Collect angbaos, and games[:
I didn't really went to play for the first game, I slacked xD
Then, my most impression of the house was the last one.
Tell you what, it was FABULOUS!
I couldn't take my eyes off it, I want this house!
I want this house for my birthday!!!! T.T
OH nononono, it was a joke.
I loved their house, though.
Met the owners of the house, they looked so gorgeous! ;3
Hehe, another game, hehe.
"Once upon a time, there was a guy named Bob.
One day, he went to the beach to find his girlfriend-full stop-"
but, instead, we needed to say 8 lines, not 2.
Soon, we're going off(Jiaxin & me), christopher sent us out.
And, things that are not-so-good-to-say-about-that!!
I shall skipped it, or I'll turn NASTY.

Went to JP after that, eating KFC as dinner.
We ordered shrooms, and in the end we got an extra cheese flies;DDD
LUCKY.
A while later, we headed home.
Things are better than expected.
But, I'm still angry..
GO & DIE MAN.
I shall not talk to him for 2 weeks..
SERIOUSLY...

haiy.. I emoemoemoemoemoemoEMO!

2009-02-01T01:23:00.001-08:00

CRYSTAL SO STUPID.
DUH.

2009-01-30T19:03:00.000-08:00

hello!

2009-01-29T05:30:00.000-08:00

I'm lifeless man, and my attitude is getting bad.
Due to some problems though, sheesh, cannot say.
Hmph, I'm purple today, and I hate it.
Haiy..
drift drift drift, was what i'm thinking all the time.

I just wanna scream, but I know ppl will call me crazy.
I just wanna cry, but I know it's pointless.
I just wanna be alone, and I'm always alone.
I just wanna have some space, but I know I can't get it through,
because, I'm drifting apart..

Haiy, just throw it away..
I wanna blow already can!
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Conclusion : I'm not happy.

2009-01-24T02:36:00.000-08:00

OMGOMGOMGOMG!!! ><
Another artist added me in DA!!
I'm extremely happy, it makes my day. Eek!

Okay, this is it. I wondered why, ppl have to spam other's blog just because of such small matters. CHILDISH & Arrogant =.= Those ppl surely had nth to do, rather than study or read books stuffs. Like Wanli had said, using vulgar language just before CNY was..bad.
Or even bad luck for the whole year..
They said it, & they shall have it;D

I know I shouldn't, but I can't control myself,
Especially to you.

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14 more days to go, for my infinity.

hehe?

2009-01-22T01:28:00.000-08:00

Chapter 3 will be posted NEXT MONTH.
I have no feels to post it recently.
I'm lost[;

Upon thinking now, I knew there was fun, upset & unhappy things happening in this month, right now. I felt that something was wrong, as if they were bullets shooting behind my back. It kinda sad, when I also thought that, anyone or anybody who I knew, might begin hating me days by days. I was so scared, until my hands were trembling. I AM a HUMAN, I do have feelings for myself, what I wanna be, what I'm doing, nothing can stop me from doing it. It's as if you love to insult others, but ppl didn't like it. But you don't even care, because YOU are the one who controls yourself, not others controlling you, so, YEAH. If anything you didn't like him/her doing this, please, talk nicely to them, and tell them, don't do that, it's not nice for you to this. ANGRY, ANNOYED, are the first word thinking inside you, yes why?

I shall not say it. YOU SHOULD KNOW THE ANSWER VERY WELL[:
Please do understand, what my true feeling is..
To be honest, I'm really really very upset. And disappointed..

currently, i'm blue.

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Thanks & ..sorry/;
nth to say anymore.
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Oh yeah, I'm going to tell a story about a girl who loves to accuse people in agony..HERE IT IS.

This girl, was a so-called a very extreme gossiper, who had said many so NOT nice opinions about the people around her. And, some of her friends had changed their thoughts of her. Hence, they ended their lovely[?] friendships with her.(NICE ONE MAN!) Then, one normal day, somebody went to the computer & hacked her account. (Very good, she deserved it xD) She was miffed and she thought that was a friend of hers had hacked it, as she was the one who had been told to help to make a blogskin. The evil go- nononono, I shall named her Miss. G[gossip]. Miss.G messaged her friend & accused her. It was so sudden, and the poor friend was being accused by this fellow Miss.G! What a grief! However, her friend was not affected by Miss.G, and began to shoot back to clear her innocence. But, Miss.G was very stubborn, she insisted that her friend was the culprit. Fuming by the words and language, the poor friend decided to tell her friends about it. The poor friend of Miss.G, shall be called the ANGEL.

Her friends were very astonish to know this, and began to 'fight back' too. ANGEL's friend, friend A, helped her by telling Miss.G that ANGEL was not the one who hacked her account, and told her do not anyhow accuse others without reasons. Soon, Miss.G replied very rudely, and scolded the friend A. MISS.G WAS FAR TOO IRRITATED!!! The next day, when they saw each other, they glared at the same time, and yelled back. But, we knew that, the friend A shouted the loudest;D (you go, girl!)

Soon, but not so soon, after a few peaceful days. ANGEL & her clique were in a toilet, because her another friend, friend B, needed to change her attire. then when she came out, she was a little shocked to see that the MISS.G~ and her friends were outside while she was changing. (Aren't they silly, there were so many toilets in school, but yet they chose in OUR toilet. BAKA!) She went out swiftly, and began to discuss about what to do later. Just then, ANGEL had stated that MISS.G had still not given her the bag pack she bought from her. So, friend B went to the toilet again and asked the MISS.G.

Knowing that they shouldn't talk like as if they were good friends, friend B stood in front of MISS.G & started to ask about the bag pack. Miss.G was froze at first, & replied casually to friend B. Right after that, they were looking at each other, and Miss.G almost like ordering friend B to go away.(HOW RUDE!) Friend B almost glared at her, told her that she was going off, and also told her not to complain. You know why? Because she don't have the right! When she was back to ANGEL & others, she told them MISS.G was giving crazy attitude. HAHA.

The moral of the story, CRAZY AND ANNOYING ATTITUDE CAN MAKE PPL DETEST YOU.

Beware, Miss.G, when you go home, you must watch behind you everytime.. *evil grins*

END OF STORY; Fin. [;[;[;

TOMORROW!

2009-01-10T02:52:00.001-08:00

The story ; Life's Never gets better, the chapter 2 will be posted on the following day.
Whoops, haha[: So, I only post a little of it.

Chapter 2 : This way of my life.

No way. I guessed to have a crush on somebody must be
so..in it. This strong feeling couldn't help it, it was impenetrable. He came
in, he rolled his eyes in an obvious way. Of course, the fangirls sure were
annoying. As the pretty boy passed by me, the scent of him almost made me
fainted, so did the whole girls in the class, except for Nina, she was one hard
girl. For a few seconds, then I noticed that I had dropped my purple
notebook.

As I was flipping my books to refer the chapter of
the topic we were going to know today, I heard the sound of pushing the chair
that was behind me. Nina(who always sits beside me in class) called me, she was
half-crazy, and pointed to the one who was behind me. I took a peep behind me,
and I gasped, and much of surprises. It was him, again, who sat behind me, FOR
ONCE OF MY LIFETIME!!! This was so insane, I thought this was a dream, but if it
was, oh God please, don't wake me up..

TO be continued...

--With love, Carrie♥. >///<

Chapter 2!;DDD

2009-01-10T01:42:00.000-08:00

Life's Never gets Better

Chapter 2 : This way of my life

No way. I guessed to have a crush on somebody must be so..in it. This strong feeling couldn't help it, it was impenetrable. He came in, he rolled his eyes in an obvious way. Of course, the fangirls sure were annoying. As the pretty boy passed by me, the scent of him almost made me fainted, so did the whole girls in the class, except for Nina, she was one hard girl. For a few seconds, then I noticed that I had dropped my purple notebook.
As I was flipping my books to refer the chapter of the topic we were going to know today, I heard the sound of pushing the chair that was behind me. Nina(who always sits behind me in class) called me, she was half-crazy, and pointed to the one who was behind me. I took a peep behind me, and I gasped, but much of surprises. It was him, again, who sat behind me, FOR ONCE OF MY LIFETIME!!! This was so insane, I thought this was a dream, but if it was, oh God please, don't wake me up..
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The class was boring, and I could see that most people in the class was dying of boredom. When Mr Hyde was looking away, I would use the chance to peep behind. He was so serious, as if he was so attentive. The look in his eyes was fabulous, it was icy blue, filled with cold and darkness. Every movement he did, was charming and strike-looking, I couldn't help but staring at him. A very short while, he looked up at me, raising one of his eyebrows, and he began to speak. "Do you need something?" I didn't listen to him, he was too good for his looks. "Hey, do you need anything? And please, say something." I was back to reality, noticed that he was actually talking to me. I flushed deeply, and I replied very quickly,"O-oh, nothing!" He seemed miffed. Too embarrassed for myself, I turned back in light speed version. Oh no, I was so afraid that he might think that I was annoying, trying to act like those fangirls of his, or even worse, detested me! My head was in a mess, I didn't what to do.
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Class almost ended, and I thought,What? This is it? MY DREAM HAS ENDED, I'M GOING TO BE AWAKENED? I couldn't control myself but took a quick look on him again. But, there were couples of girls surrounded him and I really couldn't see him. I sighed deeply, maybe I should get out NOW.
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I could hear the mumblings & giggles from those girls. Their tone had changed so swiftly that it was totally two different people. One of them was a girl who always annoys me, and I supposed, she seemed to dislike me, for some reasons which I didn't know. Ashley Weeber, the so-called the very shooty girl in the school, always wears mini-skirts & tight blouse as if she was going to secure the guys. Normally she did offend people who were 'weak',but they didn't even bother to talk back. Many guys did date her before, but were ditched by her after a few days, poor guys. And, for girls, many did admire her, but others are either detested, or afraid of her. Her two other good friends, Lily Floyd and Jasmine kimmel, were trying to be like Ashley too, except for the ways of talking to Ashley, as they were frightened to make her annoyed or angry. What the..? Don't these girls had pride?! Together, Ashley, Lily and Jasmine were known as the infamous 'A.L.J babes'. Erm...

Okay, where was I..Oh yes, the girls surrounded the guy who I had a crush on.. Mainly, it was the same questions,"Will you be my boyfriend, please..?" "Come on, let's go out!" "Have a nice date with me, I beg you~" I was filled with disgusts and truely, I wanna puke. If anybody was going to talk to me in this way, I sweared I would vomit in front of his/her shirt! And, the response would always be, "No." So..cold. "Please, move aside." That would be his one and only response, nice one! But, the girls won't give up, especially Ashley, she clinged her arm on him and whispered, almost a whisper,"Hey, you're too cold, you must be socialised with people, like me. Right, Lance honey?"
Oh, YEAH, his name was Lance, Lance Lowrance. Even his name was so..unbearable.
"Don't touch me, and don't call me honey, it's disgusting," he almost snarled, and he just went out of the class, like that. I heard Ashley was groaning, and her friends were trying to chill her alittle. But it had no effect on her, instead, she glared at me with her dark, brownish eyes. I scowled back at her, wondering why she stared at me like that, it was as if, she got a grudge with me. Then, she seemed to mumbler something and she just left off, followed by her clique, I looked at her in debrief. Lily and Jasmine shot me dark glares too.
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Soon, it was lunchtime. I took my lunchbox unwillingly, which was my mum had prepared for me, and hurried to the table that Nina and the others were sitting. Once I settled down, Nina gave me a boring look. "Don't tell me, tuna sandwiches plus slices of tomato and lettuce in it?" Wow, bingo. "You're..right again." I took a bite on my sandwich, the same old taste..

While we were eating, Ada started the conversation. "So, how's your lesson with Lance sitting behind you?" I pretended that I didn't hear her. Nina hit my back out of sudden,which I choked and it was so shocked that I screamed. Couples of attention was on me now, I was deeply red when I realised this. I glared at Nina, and she put her hand on her forehead and give an apologetic sign. I snorted, this was so embarrassing.
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French lesson was next, and I'm a little glad. Because I knew that somebody would always made me laughed endlessly..
"Hey belle, alors comment est votre journée?" "Pas bon, pas bon du tout .." I sighed. "W-why?" the somebody looked at me in concern. "Because, I really don't know how to explain it, Richie."
Richardine Crossroad, the slacker who always makes me my days full of sunshine, I knew him since in the high school and he was my first partner for English lesson. He was quite good looking, and charming, there were girls who were crazy about him, but not as much than..Lance of course. In the first place, I couldn't understand why he chose to talk to an imperfect girl like me. But still, I'm not bothered by it. I called him Richie, instead of Richardine, as requested by him.
Class was so fine, except for Richie's lame jokes. He was such a joker, I couldn't pay much attention to the teacher and I was just laughing all the way, sounded severed as I had forgotten to copy the notes.Whoops.
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I met Nina at the stairways, as expected. She waved at me with a ecstatic face, but in a flash, when she saw Richie, who was only behind me, I saw a small pink blushing on her face, could it be..
Richie waved back at Nina, that was not actually waved to him. "Hey, Babe." Nina almost froze. "Erm, H-hi." Richie looked at her almost closely, and touched her forehead. This scared her alittle. "Hey, I was wondering, why you're red over your whole face..and also, you're as shy as always." Nina had a very red tomato face right now, I cut in. "Hey hey, I think she's not feeling well, I would take care of her, you go to your next class, you're going to be late soon." He looked at the clock, and shouted,"OH MY GOSH! I'M GONNA TO BE LATE, MRS OLIVIA WILL KILL ME! So, later, girls." He was gone for a few seconds.

Nina, who was stunned now, couldn't control herself. She kept whispering(not wanting to let me know) about Richie had touched her forehead. "Richardine touched my forehead, Richardine touched my forehead, he actually touched my forehead, Oh my GOD!" She squeaked. I grimaced at her, this was too over.
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The rest of the classes were pretty normal, I could know that nothing expectant had happened. Nina and I was walking along the corridors, we had decided to go to the library for some projects from Science. "Feldt?" "Yeah? What is it?" "Do you think that love can be so heart-warming?" I stared blankly at her. "Well, I don't know. You should ask Ada or Clarine, they should know more better than us." "Um, o-okay.." I had been thinking, whether Nina had a crush on Richie. I walked in front in a swift and faced right in front of her. She frowned. "What?" "Nina,tell me honestly," i continued."You like Richie, don't you?" She suddenly flushed."I-I don't know what are you talking about." I sighed."You DO like him." From a question to a teasing subject, we had some small arguments, which was funny at the same time. I said Nina did like Richie, but she kept insisting that she didn't like him. "Oh come on, don't be stubborn!" I almost growled. "Okay okay, I'll say it!" She finally surrendered, nice try. She did say something while we were walking(still in front of Nina facing her), but it was inaudible. I snorted."Louder!"

"I still can't hear you.." I did this on purpose, I knew I was evil. I continued walking with my back on the front, and I didn't know which direction must I go, all I knew was, to block Nina's way. "OKAY, Feldt, this is my last time." She spited. I looked at her with hope, this was it. "Well, I-I..actually, I li-HEY WATCH OUT, BEHIND YOU!!!"
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I quickly turned to the front and I had bumped onto somebody, and his paper were all flying around, his books were dropped to the ground, with the 'BANG!'
I thought I was going to fall on the ground, but, I was not. There was something, wrapping me as if it was protecting me. No, not something but somebody, because it was warm, and felt so..nice too.
I could feel the breath that was above my head, and the stroking of the fingers on my elbows, it tickled a little.

I opened my eyes slowly, I knew that after this I must apologise to the guy because of my carelessness. Plus, his papers and books, too. I began to speak,"Um, thanks. And, so sorry.." I looked up very slowly, wondering who that guy was.
I blinked furiously, that icy blue eyes of that guy, the cold expression on his face, the so extreme good-looking appearance of his, LANCE LOWRANCE?! OH..MY GOD, this was way too far, way way too far! My emerald eyes met his, we looked at each other, so closely. It was as if my eyes were communicating with his. To be honest, this was the first time, I was so close to him..OH..NO.

Chapter 3, the following thursday[: , 15TH Jan.
Fin.

A piece of mine[;

2009-01-08T03:56:00.000-08:00

Life's Never gets Better

Chapter 1 : Everything starts here

"Hello. This is the stars mega service centre, may I help you?" I froze. "Hello? This is the stars mega service centre, ma-" I hung the phone before the other line finished her sentence. Oh great, Nina gave me another wrong number, again. Why, she must always ruin my days?(this recent) I swear, I'll never trust her for now.
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Finally the next day, school. Yeah, school, my unwilling & the most hateful place ever, the Stavros Hill High School. It was sure not because of my studies, but it's because of.. well~ School was nothing but a fraud. Gossips, rumours, jealousy & lots lots more, it would be sure that mostly everyone was fighting for school popularity.

Ohh, I almost forgot to introduce myself, my name's Feldt Hayler, I'm currently in the 12th grade. I have a pair of nagging but caring parents, but no siblings(and I always yearn for an older brother). I had a golden brown long hair, and my height is average. I love music, as if it was a part of my life. I do have friends too(obviously) and I'm single, as always. Talking about being attached or single, things sometimes sure cracked out of my head, a feeling that could be sweet, but also could be in pain too. Honestly, I was envy of my friends, most of them were going out with their guys, added a teaspoon of sweetness and be lovey-dovey. The good thing was, I was happy for them. But The bad/sad thing was, I couldn't be lovey-dovey.
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About 20minutes the lesson was about to start, I was walking motionlessly towards the classroom, then suddenly, I could feel a hand was tapping my left shoulder. It was Nina, Nina Fiennes, my best [girl]friend since we were in the first year of our middle school, and that was when both of us were being tortured[?] by a senior ganggirl for nothing! And, we were told to do her homework secretly, that when we started to meet each other, in a strange way, yes, because I asked her something stupid, "Hello, why you're joining with me and suffer in this hell?" At first, silence, but Nina suddenly burst out laughing. "You know, you're sure one interesting girl." I was red of course, it was obvious that she was like me, being a victim of this stuffs.We became friends and we had never argue before, still now, never. She knew all my secrets, so did I. She was a girl who cared much about her friends, especially me. A thing about her was she was not a nerd, but she acting like one, she scored high marks for almost all subjects, after school went to the library(if she wants) and read all sorts of books. And also, I admired her long, shiny blonde hair, it suited her so much. And because of her hair, she might have stolen few of the guys' heart.
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"Good Morning Feldt! Oh, come on. Let's go back to class! The lesson will be history later, and there'll be a test about lasy week's topic, so le- " I scowled at her, upon thinking about yesterday, I had dialled a wrong number and that was thanks to Nina. "Okay okay, my bad! I apologise. But this's what those guys had given this number to me." "Oh god, you trusted those guys, they are giving the wrong number of course! I thought that it was going to be.. his number.." I said in a lowly voice. "Whoo~♪ Somebody's blushing!" "I'M NOT!!" "You are!" "NOT!" "Oh YESSS you are!" "Grrr, this is stupid, come on, let's headed to the class." I growled.
Damn Nina, she almost let the whole school knows about it.
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We scrolled to the class, the teacher, Mr Hyde was not there, maybe he was
late again, GREAT. Soon as I came in to class, the other two of my friends, they were Ada Peries and Clarine Poler(which I had mentioned about their guys stuffs) came to me like they did not seen me for a few decades. "FELDTTT!!" Clarine cried, almost shouted. I raised one eyebrows at her, giving her a are-you-crazy-or-something look. Then Ada cleared her throat, about to say something. "Well, things are like this. Clarine's boyfriend had bought something sweet to her yesterday, and she was too surprise that she couldn't say a word. And when she's at home, she can't be too happy for her life." I smiled at Clarine, I felt happy for her. Yeah.. If only I also had one too..
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"OH MY GODDDDDDD!!! Ahh!" "He's soooo cuteee!" We heard tons of fangirls' screams, coming out from outside our class, it seemed like there one popular sight over there. The annoying screams was getting nearer and nearer, I wondered who that [lucky]guy was. I began to take out the materials I needed for later's lesson."Erm, Feldt?" Nina called me, but I was busying taking out stuffs from my bag. "What?" I said a slighter louder. "Don't faint if you look there," she pointed at the front door of the class. I looked as told, and suddenly, I was stunned,my heart skipped a beat. I couldn't take my eyes off. It was actually him, no way..he, the most popular and the most gorgeous, the only icy cold-blooded guy in Stavros Hill High School,and...I..
For a moment, I felt that my heart started to melt.

END OF CHAPTER 1.
Chapter 2, ON Saturday, 10th Jan[:

2009-01-06T01:25:00.001-08:00

stupid carrie,
pls update._.
Lol.
pigpig.
oinkoink.
lazylazy.

(Lol!)
oinkoink here.
babypig ♥.

2008-12-31T06:45:00.000-08:00

I MISS CARRIE PANG,THE PIG !.(though i just met her)
heehee (:.
she v. funny lol.
she call me to come my hse barbercue.
clever,right ?
HAHA.
but she cute alright.
(laughs).
:D.
meet her today.
&she say her mood sucks :X.
lol.
don't know why i update for her.
HAHA.
1hr8mins more to go.
BEFORE NEW YEAR COMES.
CARRIE PANG,WISH YOU GOOD LUCK.

ILY♥.

STAY HAPPY,
NO EMO-ING PLS.

♥.♥

2008-12-26T04:32:00.000-08:00

I'M BACK!!!
So happy but also a little, okay I admitted, is VERY sad to leave Japan.
That time, I was like, SAYORANA~ Nihon or Nippon(Japan).. T,T
Rahhhhhhhhhh!!!!
Honestly, the things over there were so expensive that I didn't wanna spend it on clothes, and their clothes, kyukyu!! ♥.♥
I bought a brown bag(sling) from a shop called Fancy POCKET.
& some keychains for my beloved friends.
Things over there were so great, I saw my friends there, oh my gosh!
& Daisuke-kun, I think...
Ma,ma, overall, I so in love with there.

SHOPPING SHOPPING SHOPPING!!!

2008-12-16T21:50:00.001-08:00

Going to JP later with tenshi-chan, hehe.
Sian luhhs, I haven't go out for days already, so lonely... ~.~
And, I'm like wearing full of colours today.
Even my shoes are cooperated with it, LOLS?
Well, shopping time finally come to me, oh so happy.
10more minutes to get out of the house[:
Gonna get ready[; JA NE!!

2008-12-08T05:19:00.000-08:00

OMG, i found this song, it's damn beautiful as you can feel the feelings & emotion flow, wow.
It's called stories , an anime's melody that can be heard by some of the anime, which is Code Geass - Lelouch of the the Rebellion.
It's a nice anime, but kinda like wars. o.o
Still, i love it, watch it & you will know it.
Also,I did not decide to put it as my blog song, it's way too emotional for me.
Heehees;B
ENJOY & IGNORE MY BLOGSONG PLEASE;D
Arigato.

Stories - Kuroishi Hitomi