I can't sleep.
I'm still rewinding that day..
... ...

selfishness.

Finally, camping's over.
I can't wake up today, and I woke up at 12.40pm.
Actually I had choir today, but I didn't go.. X:
HAHA.
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Why must I love you like.. so crazy?!
I'm always yearning to see you..
I also don't know why you're looking back at me too..
Was I thinking too much?
Maybe, I am.
That day, I saw you going home... ...
But my friend could just send me home, but I chose not to.
Because.. I couldn't see you.
So I just left an excuse to my friend.
... ...
I just wanna see you..
I just couldn't control myself..
YOU'RE JUST TOO MUCH FOR ME..
ILOVEYOUTOOMUCH
That's how is it.
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I'm sorry wanli...for lying to you..
I just couldn't contain myself..

Okay...

ALL ALONE..COMING DOWN.
TURN AROUND..
CRY THAT FIRST TEAR..
IT WON'T STOP RAINING DOWN..
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Today, is another okay day.
Nothing special seriously..
YEAH, NTH SPECIAL!
But I sensed something weird..as if like..
I couldn't explain how it was like.
WEIRD.
Today's common test, okay^^
Not so hard, not so easy, HEHE.
My English common test, actually I got 12/20 but it turned out to be 13/20 ;D
I felt so stupid, I should have checked my answers more carefully.
If not, I could have gotten 16/20!!!>.<
DAMN.
Grrr.. haiy.
See, I'm sighing again, as always.
WanLi should be grateful, because I'm the only one waiting for her after school[;
HAHA, just kidding.
But in the end, I'm all alone, and it's pouring.
I took taxi home even though I had no money left..
Stupid me..I'm now kinda regretted for taking taxi.
The driver purposely went to the long way instead of the shortcuts & he still said it was the shortcut.
He thought I'm so stupid is it?! Rahhh!!!
So many taxi driver went to the shortcuts & only him...!
And thus, my face began to turn black, and he sensed it, I think.
So he decided to drive faster.
But still, I'M NOT HAPPY!!!
$4.50?! My least amount from the school to my home was $3.80.
Whattheheck! >.<
I going to board the bus from now on.
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Home sweet + raining days..
=EMO time.
;DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

eek!
My bag is stuffed with stuffs!xD
I heard that ppl only bring one pair of their home clothes.
And, I put two pairs-.-
Gonna take one out..
Oh yeah, my track pants!
... ...
okay, then..erm..plasters? Check.
Insect repellent? Check.
Plate, fork & spoon? No!
Eww, I had to bring it.. Why don't they just give us plastic?
I rather paid for it, then to bring it..
oh no, school bag..OH SHIIITTT!
Tsk, awww!
Gonna buy as soon as I can.
T.T
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Hey ppl, why must hate this hate that?
I don't understand why must hate control the situation.
If you don't like, just say it..
Nobody will say anything, they might be alittle affected by the words, but they might change themselves too...
Haiy, pls ppl..

In pain, haiy.

Gonna be sick!!!
Tmr is Monday, hehe. (I'm glad[:)
HEHE.
Rahhh!!!T.T I'm sad.
This is the first time I will say that, "I HATE WEEKENDS."
*Sobsobs*
Nth to post today..
B-O-R-I-N-G!
Boring.
Yeah, so sayonara!
And pls, tkcares..
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I'm in pain now..
You won't know.
I'm so crazy for you! I need you..
Iloveyou.

I can't control myself..

Currently, I was so missing him....
SOBSOBS.
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

happy for this week^^

Sigh, hehe.
Another happy day has gone, too.
But not as happy as ytd, that was real.
I sighed for many times today, maybe was because of struckX:
HAIY! I laughed alot for today,and screamed too, that baby pig!xD
Okay, shall start the day.
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Ohh, today was a good-but-not-so-good day.
The same thing happened almost everyday..ZZZ.
History...I thought Wanli didn't come for school.
But, she was late, better than not coming.
Social studies, Mrs Chow(must be polite) came in our class and told us things about going to 5N or ITE..-.- Okay, wasted about 45minutes of the lesson.
Blahblahblah..
After school, I went to 3E to find those 13'o clocks xD
They were planning to go to pizzahut to have lunch..
We crapped over there, alot.
And the stupid thing is, WANLI IS GOING, NO, IS VERY CRAZY LIKE MADASS TARTS!
She scratched my wallet and threw it in a distance, WHATTHEHELL?!
I felt so fuming & I shouted at her, and she was still there laughing, crazy girl!
Then after that, we went back to school, by running..
Wanli ran after me because I kicked her butt, as I was annoyed by that little fellow, too.
And, she ran after LongZe too, idk her okay?!
MAD LIKE CRAZY, grrrr!!!
And again, she took my wallet and threw it harshly this time!
I watched my wallet just flying towards the dirty grass, I felt that stupid anger in me, I blow up suddenly.
I was scolding her as if like I really hate her, mainly vulgarsX:
I don't wish to, but she made me do this.
I JUST WANNA MAKE HER CRY MAN!!!!
Then I'll be happy.*
I'm evil, yes. SCREW THAT HELL OUT OF HER MAN!
Okay, choir.
Didn't run, only did some warm-up.
Soon, got break, we went to scroll around.
I didn't know why they must walk until the backgate.
And time was almost over..rahhh!
They kept calling my name..CARRIE! CARRIE! --
...
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Sing, sing, sing.
EMO, sing, sing, EMO.
Nothing special around, but I knew that the ones near me were super noisy-.-
Haiyy, I nearly die out of the atmosphere..
When we were dismissed, I sa- ..okay nvm! Nothing really!
Daddy fetched me home, and off to dinner!
And also, I went to repair the damaged spec, but instead, I bought a new one;DD
On tuesday I shall get it, hehe.
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Iloveyou.. I can't possibly say it out in front of you.
I'm scared, and I'll surely hesitated when I saw you..even I'm encouraging myself to be normal.
Idk whether you feel the same way, I'm really scared.
I'm scared that it was me whose tears had kept dropping just by missing you.
When I looked at you, my mind is full of mess, idk what should I do.
Iloveyou, Imissyou, Iwantyou.

PLS CALM DOWN...HAHAHAHA!!!

OKAYOKAY, I'm too happy now,
I'm like jumping around,
call me crazy if you want;DD
HAHAHAHAHA!!!!xD

Okay, I know, I had not updated for 2 weeks or so,
and also, thanks for those who had tagged me, not to spammers if there are.
In this unwilling days of stupid, horrible, idiotic schooldays were finally being almost back to normal;D
Really, instead of being affected, I find it was really funny in a stupid way,HAHA.
EASY-GOING BABY.
Yupp, Hnn.
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I hate those annoying attitude of the who lor, I knew I had made a mistake, like, BREAKING HER RELATIONSHIP, HER LOVE, HER FUTURE!!!? Unless, I kill her whole family(opps, didn't mean it), she can go to the mental hospital soon, so need me to call 1777 for that? -.-Oh, please give me a break, I had no time to bother about these big matter of hers!! I wanna study!! I wanna be carefree!! Nyyyyyya!
Haha, 110% no time, wanna forgive me, is still the same, I DON'T GIVE THE PRETTY DAMN ABOUT IT, B- BABExD
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Today I forgot to bring specs, so I mainly sat in front, HAHA.
I was moving here & there, so annoying.
The Chemistry lessons, we stood just because a few of our class was noisy..-.-
I felt stupid standing like an idiot, doing nothing. THIS IS PAIN!
And..that's why we got to stay back for make-up lessons.
Haiy..
After school, I got pungseh by ppl, I cried due to myself contains too much emotions.
But, it was a pretty short one.. I laughed like a madwoman again, HAHA.
The make-up lessons, HAHA.. I couldn't really see a word from the screen, and I was slacking around. Craps, I love to crap;BB WanLi will be angry if she sat beside me during the lesson. Because she said there were ppl kept pointing at her._.
I got out by the time of 2.30pm, and was accompanying the little girl to wait for her daddy.
And I got the chance to go back home by his car;D
But, I felt strange, when I was on the way to the car, I knew that somebody was talking to me..
Idk, must be my imagination, HEHE.

ILOVEMYBIBI!
ILOVEPINKY!
ILOVEMYROOM!
ILOVEMYDOOR!
ILOVEMY-is what I said when I got home.

I'm too happy to be myself.
I AM STRUCK! LOVE.

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My mind is thinking about . again.
I can't bear to forget about . .
HAIY~
I'm happy & it's really thanks to . .

Make love falls upon you & be surprised that you had your love. -MiKO-SAMA!!
KYAAA, MiKO-SAMA SUGOI!!!! DAISUKI DE!!!

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I'm smiling to myself again, I'M TOO HAPPY-OVER.
Grrr, I hate to say this, but I feel so good!xDDD
HAHA, even my beloves smacked me(just now), it was useless to be angry or upset.
GOSH, is this the end to say sayonara to EMO-san?
Yeah, get it right.
BYE EMO-SAN! AND BYE TO YOU, pls get out now, shoo!xD

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!!!
I'm so duper happy can!
Today is a great day, (though i cried today..) LOL.
HAHA, Opps, now upon thinking, I had not waited for JiaXin, SORRY!!
And I ended up go home by wanli's daddy fetching me home, thanks alot!^^
Haiy, ppl really love to give attitudes..
I felt like shooting those..hehe.
I AM SO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*I'm mad, call me crazy whatever you said it!!*
BUT, I'M REALLY VERYVERYVERYVERY HAPPYYYYYYYYYYY! KYAAAAA!

F.YOU[;

Wth,i surely can smack you in the face if i want luhh, suckers.
Asshole bloody hell fucker son of a bitch,you go to hell, you piece of junk, holy bastard go to hell, neverless you in hell to suffer.
Make me, if you can, hell bastard. you dare to say it out, you got problem arhh!
I shall shoot you to the sky!! And make your eyes into panda eyes.
HOLY COW, YOU NEVER EVER WANNA TO TALK TO HER LIKE THIS, BEFORE YOU THINKS YOU CAN, BLOODY FUCKER.

-And it's not written by meX:
Kids, pls don't look at this.. THANKS[;

WOW, I sure hate my life.
Because that 2nd feb, it was like a curse of bad luck.
I hate it, cowardly.
And as for tomorrow, I don't feel the happiness about it, even though my beloveds had prepared so much for me, and also, my $10..
.. SICKENING NOW.
I hate this life can, I just can't be happy!
WHATTHEHELL is this world up to, dammit.
Yeah, currently, I can't wait & just bang towards the walls.
And blood.. no I can't.. I hate the feels of lust..

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Grr, tmr is my day, I shouldn't stay SAD.
*hit my face tons of times*
Okay, I'm back again(i'm so lame dude).
Currently don't know what to do..
Err, SCREW THE PESTS XD?!
Sure, why not.

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'Hey, don't think that I'm a loser can..'
Funny, I mean, you're funny.
HAHA, you maybe a loser, but to me, you're the winner, my winner baby.
Love you in max mode<3

---Kimiko-chan[:

Angry..?

Grrr.. currently I'm hiccuping now, non-stop, damn!
HAHA, I don't have the feels to write about today, I know it sucks. -.-

The beloved twins has patched up?O.O
wow, that's was fast.

In class, after recess I think, I drew something for a bombxD
And it turned out to be comic-like, what grief!
I had drew too much comic, hnn..
Haiy, there were angry faces today huh.
Because of who? idk.
All full of annoying expressions, tsk tsk.

My minds are in a blank now, I have no idea what to write anymore..
So this shall be the end?
Ja ne!^^

hello.
Aliens/zebra/viewers.
I here to say hello.
And i love pigpig.

major attack!

The plastic hurts.. ;(
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I could say it's an OKAY day for me, but actually, it should be better.
Haiy..
Morning, two separated twins.. :(
...

The physic class test made my day, the first or I could say, three ties of being the top.
SO happy can;D
Then, the same thing happened.
After school, stay back for the WHAT?!
It's damn wasting time,if not I could use the time to style my clothes & wash my shirts,whoopsX; HA!
After that, got out of the class, then saw a BIG, FAT BOMB, OMFG!
Also be so loud somemore, what a pig-.-
I can feel the vibration whenever that bomb stomp beside me, earthquake~
HAHAHAHAHAHA!

Went to Jp again.. and home.
Except for my handphone-less. *sobs*

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I wanna cry out man, AGAIN.
LOLs.
Why had to be like this..
I want to die.

funny!

I found this one from one of my friend's blog, it's damn funny can, haha.

Answer the questions that follow and fill them into the blanks of the template.Template:
Dear (the last person who text messaged you),I don’t really know how to tell you this, but (1).
I think I realized it (2) (3) and I saw you (4) (5).
I’m sure you’re (6) enough to understand (7).I’m returning (8) to you, but I’ll keep (9) as a memory.
You should also know that I (10) (11).
(12), Your name.


1. What’s the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I’ll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Brown - The mafia wants you
Green - Our horoscope doesn’t match
Grey - You’re a pervert
Yellow - I’m selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
No shirt - You’re a loser
Other - I’m in love with your sister.
.
2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes.
.
3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Chicken - In your closet
Kabob - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women’s clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife...
.
4. What’s the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Barefoot - Sit on
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Other - Drive out.
.
5. What’s the color of your underwear? (gees heh)
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Purple - My mustard souffle
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United’s goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy statue
Other - The crazy monk
.
6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
House - Scarred
Lost - High
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class.
.
7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I’ve felt
Bored - That Santa doesn’t exist
Sad - How boring you are
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we’re cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this.
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I’m allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I’m open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks
None of the above - Ashamed.
.
8. What’s the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Green - The pictures from LA
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service.
.
9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal recordW/X - David’s tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college.
.
10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Always will remember
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked.
.
11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics.
.
12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Fuck off now
France - In pain

Dear JiaXin,
I don’t really know how to tell you this, but the mafia wants you.I think I realized it last year with George Bush and his wife...and I saw you carve your initials into my avocado plant.I’m sure you’re cowardly enough to understand that Extreme Home Makeover sucks.I’m returning the cut toenails to you,but I’ll keep the oil stocks as a memory.You should also know that I always wanted to break our friendship.

Go burn,
Carrie

sorry Jiaxin, it's just a joke..HAHA.

ilove carrie (L).
HAHAHA.
i'm bored,kkaes.

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Me too;(
My phone, my precious one..T^T
Iloveyoutoo!
Daisuki!!<3

<-♥-hot topic?!

Another bad day..haiy.
My handphone has been confiscated this morning.
EMO in the class..
Then after school, I know there's smth I feel & I know that is bad..OMG!
Sheesh! X:
HAHA.
Then Baby pig♥ and me went to jp, waiting for her mum[:
We wait for a while, and she came.
She even gave me a angbao! Yayy!xDDD
Then we sat while we were waiting for her mum, again.
We went to that topic again, haha.
Gosh, this is madass topic..LOLs.
Okayokay, went to the breadtalk & sayorana!^^

At home, continue to the topic..HAHA!!!



I want w8 for carrie mum also.
i want angpaoxP.(Wanli Edition).
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I, the what?! You should be in that positon can, stupid.
Nobody likes you._. disgusted.


<-♥-<<< I shoot at YOU.

CNY..

I'm so fuming mans!!!
IHATEYOU, NOBODY LIKES YOUUUU..

Lalalas, another sunday to Crystal's church again;DDD
Random, yeah.
Blahblahblah, but strange, I DIDN'T YAWN AT ALL.
HEHE.
Then after that, went to the nearby hawker centre to eat.
Then, buy the yummy pancake for Jiaxin^^
When she alight the bus stop, it started to rain, oh noes.
HURRIED BACK TO THE CHURCH!!!

We went to a so-called meeting room[?],
and Jiaxin was damn paiseh can..HAHA.
We got in a car & went to houses..
Collect angbaos, and games[:
I didn't really went to play for the first game, I slacked xD
Then, my most impression of the house was the last one.
Tell you what, it was FABULOUS!
I couldn't take my eyes off it, I want this house!
I want this house for my birthday!!!! T.T
OH nononono, it was a joke.
I loved their house, though.
Met the owners of the house, they looked so gorgeous! ;3
Hehe, another game, hehe.
"Once upon a time, there was a guy named Bob.
One day, he went to the beach to find his girlfriend-full stop-"
but, instead, we needed to say 8 lines, not 2.
Soon, we're going off(Jiaxin & me), christopher sent us out.
And, things that are not-so-good-to-say-about-that!!
I shall skipped it, or I'll turn NASTY.

Went to JP after that, eating KFC as dinner.
We ordered shrooms, and in the end we got an extra cheese flies;DDD
LUCKY.
A while later, we headed home.
Things are better than expected.
But, I'm still angry..
GO & DIE MAN.
I shall not talk to him for 2 weeks..
SERIOUSLY...


haiy.. I emoemoemoemoemoemoEMO!

CRYSTAL SO STUPID.
DUH.