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Currently suffering now.
I'm sick.
I'm crazy, I should go to bed & rest, yet, I'm using computer.
But, it's for some purpose, not wasting my energy.
Hai~
Upon thinking, I had not update for days huh?
My (hate/lazy to blog) illness was started to come back again..
LOL, haha^^
Well, no time for jokes now, so, shall post until there;D
Sayonara.

ALL HAPPY ALONG!

Today happyhappy^^
Morning went to school for dental.
JiaXin was the first one, no need to clean her teeth.
I'm the second, & took the longest time X:
Lastly, Wanli, the baby pig, also got clean, but not so long..
Hai~
Pain, & seriously, blood~
I'm gonna faint..
Then, tenshi-chan & me rushed all the way to LOT1 for the stupid handphone of hers.OppsX:
Before that, we wasted our time for taxi..-.-
All of them were being taken..Gosh.
So, we decided to take 172 as it came soon.
On the bus, playing with our phones.
Meanwhile, smth happened.
Someone was so stingy that $1 also don't wanna give, baka.
The bus driver was so fierce that he tone was..wow.
Like a police officer..
...
THEN! went to the phone shop where JiaXin went to buy the phone.
&, the phone was not changed..
I just came to LOT1 for..nth.
After that, went to take MRT.
The JiaXin, didn't wanna accompany me to my place there.
Hmph, nvm.

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Soon, it's time to reborn my hair;D
It took about 3hrs30min to finish.
LOL. nicee nicee^^
My hair sorta change colour o.o
SUGOI NE~

Yosh! This shall be the end^^
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JEANNIE MY JAP-GIRLFRIEND♥
Oh come on don't be so sad now,
Anyway, don't give up so easily..
This is not the end of the world.
Just work hard when you go to secondary school.
Chiong & go to express;DDD
Your nvr know, one day it does come true!^^
LET'S JIAYOU BAHH!!!
ILOVEYOUUUUUUTUCKS, muacks♥♥♥

This post is for LEEWANLI♥

Hai~
... ...
What's happening?
Your tired, I know, me too..
Seriously, many ppl didn't know what's happen to you, that you emo.
To be honest, I was quite envy of you.
When you're so emo, so many ppl came & cheer you up.
They show care to you & even some came repeatly & do the same.
Just don't be so sad, it hurts.
Not only you, others will be affected by your emotions.
Even I couldn't help it...
Upon thinking that, if I'm you, I don't think there will be ppl want to cheer me up, which I'm depressed by this.
The reasons are, idk why..
So, I really think that you're far more better.
Hai~
Don't think so much, then bygones be bygones.
What's so worth for you to be emo?
A BRIGHT SMILE CAN COVER THE STUPID SITUATION;D
really? I don't think so, what about in your mind.
Just, 'delete' it.
It means, forget it.
The 'emo' minds are always crowded in you.
Do you want your life to be involved with EMO?!
Oh gosh..A world with black & grey & emo..
That's should be mine..LOLs.
Haha, yeah.
So... again, be your old-self all right..
hehe, no matter what happens,
I, no, WE'LL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOUUUU^.^
seriously man, you must do the same too.X;
haha, jkjk.
ISUPERLY,DUPERLYLOVEYOUUUU♥♥♥

ps, i'm in a black mood while typing all this X:

withtonsofloves♥,
Carrie♥DUMMY

First shopping spree with Jap-girlfriend!^^

Weeee, went out with JAP-girlfriend♥
In total, we went to three places;DDD
IMM, LOT1 & WestMall.. <- all damn sian..
We were damn sian so..anyhow walkwalk..
We bought eachother presents..
Early Birthday presents.. o.o
Because Jeannie's birthday was on 30/1 ,while mine was on 6/2.
We are a week further...LOLs.
Haha.
I bought her a pencil case, special kind of..IDK.
And, she bought me a very kawaii Unazukin(うなずきん)
It's in sakura version, & it was the last one.
lucky me, but only this lucky..
... ...
Every shopping places we were going always got comics collection,
And, all the comics were not updated, kuso..T.T
The rest of the time were a bit sian~ but managed to avoid it by talking craps, & gossipsX:
LOLLOLLOL.

Oh, I wanna go JAPAN!!!><
I couldn't help it!!
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FIN.

10 things about me!><

The rules & regulations:
1) Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself
2) People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own, 10 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly
3) At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged & list their names
4) No tag back.
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1. I'm Carrie.
2. I LOVE JAPANESE,kyaaa.
3. I LOVE PINK TOO & bloody red..
4. I enjoyed doing fanarts & being with my team[;.
5. I LOVE FFL & Clique7 ♥♥♥.
6. I've mood swings & it's really scary..
7. I like shopping...buying all stuffs that I really want.
8. I sleep late recently & the lastest should be 2.30pm{:
9. I can be NASTY if I want..so beware.
10. I don't have a person who I ♥ now, so don't ask me who I ♥.

That lucky TEN (:
Those who visit my blog{:{:{:

Wondering... the luck of yours

No new fanart for my team?!
Nothing to draw or write or...
Gosh, this is sick o.o
I damn sian for this few days.
Hai~
+, I'm nasty again..
I couldn't sleep yesterday...or i mean..today.
I don't wish ppl to control me..
So, I tried to avoid this small matter.. teehee.

Oh yeah, today's Zhenghan's birthday;D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY..
&, i'm gotta apologise cus our escape thing was cancelled at the last minute.
Haha..
Talking about birthdays..
Zzzz, time sure fly fast..
About 3 months later, here it comes..
Grrr... I don't wanna mention anymore.
It totally makes my blood boils.
BAKA!!!.+.
... ...

Sian, boring, nothing...NORRR!>.<

Totally sian~
Everyday is sian...
Finally, 'you're my destiny' CDs had fin. ;DDD
Tmr, the bad tenshi-chan♥ is going to come my house,
Mmm, coming here to watch 'you're my destiny' & bake/cook smth..
Hai~
Good for her, she got a new handphone that she had waited for..a year?!
hahaha, wow.
W910i..I wanna it too.
LOL.
Ahhh! BORING!
Shall end here.
I had nth to post today..hehheh.

AT LOT1

Meeting Jaslin todayy{:
SHHHH, can't say..
Hehe..

Today go to LOT1 with JiaXin , Jeannie , Kelly(jeannie's friend) & Kelly's cousin..
Firstly, went to buy & change earrings.
While changing earrings, my right ear was bleeding.
BLOOD! o.o
Ohh Kami-sama, help me..
I like bloody red, but not blood though.
Oww..compared to the purple one, the new pair were far bigger & more obivous ;D
HehHehHeh..
Then went to buy bubble tea, green tea again, couldn't help it ;B
Suddenly, Kelly's cousin came.
They pungseh Poor Jap-girlfriend(Jeannie) alone..
It's okay Jeannie, you still have us♥
LOL.
Then went to Mini-toons, the three of us each bought a bottle of capsule letters..
So kawaii..x333
Jeannie & mine were pink, while JiaXin's was orange.
Walkwalkwalk, didn't even notice there was ACTION CITY in LOT1-.-
Of course, must go in to take a look.
After that, went to arcade, nth to do though.
Thought I could see ppl SUPERNOVA-ing..
But nope, too many ppl lining up..
The shopping was over, & I was damned sian(+ heavy rain)
I decided to go to JiaXin's house.
Over there, yahh almost nth to do..but I'm combing JiaXin's lovely ELMO.
Lalala~ there, smooth as silk;DD LOL.
Hehe, soon dinner time, I ate dinner at her house.
Then, chit-chatting, & we decided to call ZhengHan for something.
HE, SERIOUSLY CAN MAKE ME WANNA DIE EASILY.
OH MY KAMI!=/=

About 8pm, I gotta go cus my parents had came..
HOME SWEET HOME, tataima!^^
JA NE!



seriously, you must eat less & exercise more -.-
And, don't pungseh your precious FRIEND, she's such a poor thing >:{

Stickers.

seriously, nth to do about my today's post..

Today no singing!!;DD
& I had been singing w/o reason, on my own.
Teehee;B
uhhmhmmhmm!!
Mainly, it's all about drawing.
The stickers designs luhhs.
JiaXin's masterpiece..
At first, it was nothing.
Then, we were started to move here & there.
My legs were numb all over..
My hands were painful..
Everywhere was so uncomfortable, great!
The rest of the stickers were with me..
I gotta drew the whole stickers full of HEADS.
Rawrrr!!
Totally sucks the day.
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Eat some small hotdogs,
3 FOR $1.
7 FOR $2..

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Sayonara~

Quiz!!!

1st. People who have been tagged must write their answers in their blogs.
2nd. Continue this game by sending it to other people :


1. Wad have you been doing recently?
Msn-ing, deviantart-ing, emoing.

2.Do you ever turn off your cellphone?
yupps, the day before.

3. Wad happen at 10am?
I'm still at my house, preparing to go out.

4. When did you start crying?
Today, at AVA room, but almost.

5. Believe in fate or destiny?
Can I believe in BOTH?!

6. Wad do you want in your life now?
Pure life & with no B.

7. Do you tent to make a relationship complicated?
Depends, unless it troubles me.

8. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
Erm, IDK?

9. Wad was the last movie you caught?
Sing to the Dawn.

10. Does the person know that you like him or her?
I don't like anyone, currently.

11. Who always make me laugh?
LEEWANLI♥

12. Do you speak languages other than English?
Chinese or Japanese(lesser).

13. Favourite website(s)?
Deviantart.com

14. Wad are you doing tmr?
Preparing for choir, damn.

15. Wad do you think you are like?
A trash.

16. Who will you choose to die with?
With my inner-self.

17. When have you been today?
School, old folk home, JP.

18. Wad game do you play often?
Erm..i'not playing any games recently.

19. Who are you missing right now?
I miss Chris, the half-jap freak cousin.

20. If you have to choose friends and love , who will you choose?
I rather be neutral.

21. Wad are you doing right now?
Doing the QUIZ.

22. Which primary are you from?
Xingnan primary school

23. Name 3 colour that you like.
PINK, PURPLE, BLOODLY RED(weird).

24. Wad emotion do you like to watch?
IDK.

25. Wad is life to you?
Stupid.

26. If you have something troubling you, wad will you do?
EMOING & throw tempers.

27. Who did you last chat on msn?
Erm, Jaslin^^

28. Who do you admire most?
Erm, can't share it with you.

29. Which month were you born in?
February.

30. How are you feeling right now?
I'm kinda mad over smth.

31. Wad is the time now?
10.36pm.

32. Wad kind of person do you think the one who tagged you?
Crappers, caring & lovable.

33. Wad colour do you use to dye hair?
currently nope, but maybe...erm, well, if i said it out, ppl may think i'm crazy ;P

34. Why are you doing this test?
Jeannie asked me to^^

35. Wad do you do when you are moody?
Breaking GLASS. o.o

36. At which age do you wish to get married?
IDK!!!

37. Who is more important to you?
Myself..

38. If today is the last day of your life, Wad will you do?
Can I have my wish?

39. Who is/are the person/people you trust most?
ERM, currently, NO.

40. Do you believe in seeing rainbow after a rain?
Of course, I had seen it tons of times.

41. If you have a dream come true, wad will you do?
Kami-sama, ILOVEYOU.

42. Wad is your goal for this year?
Going to 3C.

43. Do you believe in eternal love?
MAYBE OR NOT.

44. Wad feeling do you love most?
Pure & peace.

45. Do you really think is global warming now?
LOUSY.

46. Wad feeling do you hate the most?
FAKE-HEARTED.

47. You like to do quiz?
Okayokay;DDD

48. Do you believe in god?
Yeahh. I believe in Kami-sama.

49. Who cares for you most?
IDK..

50. Wad do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Whatever there's true kind ppl around me, i feel so..

51. Wad will you bring when you fight?
Weapons, as hard as it can be.

52. Wad have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
Being a person who is missing in smth..

53. Wad would you do if nobody cared for you any longer?
I wish I could vanish...

54. Wad if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
Currently, I never feel anyting...

55. How do you feel now?
Pissed.



I wanna this ppl to do the quiz...
anyone...

nerdy.. + OPPS!

LOLLOLLOL.
Today, we went to the old folk home to sing for the elderly.
Talking about going there, there was no difference of going to the VCH-.-
Nerdy hair with hairspray, harden hair & yellow blouse & jeans ready..
What a prepare.
Tsk.
Okay, on the bus, was so uber funny^^
Haha, couldn't resist it.
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Going there was like lining up for 4D & TOTO.
We needed to wait for sometime..
We sang, after that, gotta gave an apple for any elders..
Hehe..
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Went back to school, changed back to PE attire.
Do reflection & DISMISSED;D
Took taxi to JP, eating early dinner @ KFC.
Gossiping & Crappo..
Ohh..

While at bus, smth happened..
A couple was quarreling..o.o
About my age somemore..
Aiyah, just because of.. the guy looking at other ppl?
This is so stupid, baka.
LOLs.

HOME sweet home.. {:

Happy Birthday to LEE WANLI!!!♥♥♥

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE ONE WHO ALWAYS CALL ME DUMMY
LEE WANLI♥♥♥

Oh, yupp, YOUR THE BIRTHDAY GIRL TODAY..hehe...It's quite saddened, because we couldn't celebrate on your actual day...Hai~ But we did buy a very niceee birthday present for youuu^^We hoped you'll love it, somemore, It also have your favourite colour too.Opps, hehe. ;DDDWell, 14years old girl, yet some ppl still say you're 12 or 13-.-LOLs.Yupps, 14 is 14, nothing shall change the fact..Be happy always & nvr be sad for something that's minor..or MAJOR.We must promise not to quarrel & argue with each other..We'll nvr break apart, all right?WHO DARES TO BREAK US UP, WE SHALL TEAR THAT BRAT APART!!! >;DMwhahahaha!!!!...LOLs, haha^^Well, I superly love you luhhh, this is a fact.As again, A VERY LOVELY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUU.& BE HAPPY LIKE ANY HAPPY PERSON WILL DO.



With love♥ ,
Your DUMMY,CARRIE

Piss-ed off luhh!!! ><

Today, talking about today...
I seriously hate it..

Meet up with JiaXin♥ & Xueli♥ at jp
Hehe, then we called Wanli♥ to come jp..^^
Everything was so great until...
We knew that we were late for choir..
& we did run for it.
Hai~
Put our bags in our usual place,
Do our warm-ups,
Running along with the choir..
IN TOTAL: 4 rounds instead of 9

Then the moment we went back to the rows,
We had pupping, standard somemore..
That's when I had started to hate the day..
OH, dammit.
_______,_____!!!
Oww, my wrist was so painful nia...
I wanna die!!!><
How I wished I could be sick today
... ... ...
Erm, the rest of the day was fine..
We were wearing the yellow blouse & jeans-.-
Hai~ Stickers things, tmr we'll settle;DDD
Going out with my two besties♥
haha..
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Roughly just stated..
My left hand was very painful now.
Thanks to somebody...




I know you may be the bigger one of us,
but, I can say that you're fucking too much.
Yeah, we do the pupping..
But too long, you'll nvr know.
YOU GO DO IT YOURSELF, & LET ME KNOW WHAT'S OUR FEELING.
I'm seriously hate you, don't think that you're what & try to act big..
If my wrist got anything happen, you shall be the one who answering this.

YOU JUST DON'T WANNA DO IT, young man..

STUPID CHRISTOPHER!!!

YOUJERK!!!
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JERKJERKJERKJERKJERKJERKJERKJERKJERK !!!


You are abnormal, also don't want to change yourself!!!
Why you don't wanna be like a normal guy...
You bakaTT

Not bothered, yet being empty-handed..

If you think that in your mind or your heart has something that is missing, yet you don't know what is it, what does that mean??

I'm so confused, I've always being empty..
Sigh~
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Yesterday something happenedo.o
But it was like FAKE.
Gosh, serious matter also needed to talk big..
I thought that it was really THAT serious okay..
I even prepared for the sleepover materials..
HAHAHA~
Stupid right, __________...
Childish, annoying, tons of nonsense..
I wished that your family would understand the feelings you were now..
I ONLY KNEW THAT, NOBODY CAN EVER TAKE CONTROL OF YOUR LIFE...be yourself. ;DDD
...is the best thing you ever does..



--NOTE that this is 2nd Nov post...^^--

A quiz!!!

Haha, a quiz that was being ask? by BAD ANGEL♥
Should be..erm..heh.

Q1. The person that tag/pass me this is?
TEOJIAXIN, the god's bad ANGEL♥
Q2. Your relationship with her is ?
WE'RE THE bad ANGEL & good DEVIL.
Q3. Your five expression of her/him ?
Emoing,hyper,true-minded,caring,大好きです..
Q4. The most memorable he/she have done for you is ?
Edo, whenever I'm sad, she will be there^^
Q5. The most memorable thing she/he have said to you ?
"It's okay, you still have us, right?" *mushy~*
Q6. If he/she become your lover you will ?
As sisters, nvm. But, lovers?! X.X
Q7. If he/she become your lover , thing she/he need to improve on ?
I SHALL PASS THIS..it just don't make sense.
Q8. If he/she becomes your enemy , you will ?
Depends, the worst thing will be..kill? o.o
Q9. If he/she becomes your enemy , the reason will be ?
The suck-up attitude..
Q10. The most desired thing you wanna do for her/him is ?
If she really wants to do what she wants..
Q11. Your overall impression on her/him is ?
A girl that crazy but caring & crappy.
Q12. How do you think the people around you feel for you ?
Hate me? Love me? How I know??
Q13. The characters i love about myself are ?
I can do fanart & jap here & there..
Q14. On the contrary , what are the characters i hate about myself ?
The characters that made ppl feel bad about me..
Q15. The most ideal person you want to be is ?
In the animes!!!>.<
Q16. For people that love , care and concern for you , you say something to them ?
大好きです,愛しています, iloveyouuuudamnloadsluhhhh!!!
Q17. Pass this quiz to 10 people that you want to know they think of you , they are ?

1. Wanli mei♥
2. Joan Wet-sister♥
3. Xueli mei♥
4. Jeannie Jap-girlfriend♥
5. KaMin GOODie♥
6. ZhengHan
7. Gideon
8. Chris/Andy/Nameless..
9. Kenny onliner
10. Daisuki-kun <-Jap.

Q18. Who is no.6 having relationship with ? (ZhengHan)
IDK. He never says anything.
Q19. No. 9 is a male or female ? (Kenny)
Male. Kenny this name's never a female..
Q20. If no.7 & no. 10 is together, will it be a good thing ? (Gideon, Daisuki)
Eww, a JAP & A LOCAL..yaoi~ *faint*
Q21. What is no.2 studying about ? (Joan)
All about Add maths-.-
Q22. When is the last time you speak to no.3 ? (Xueli)
I forgot, it's been sometime since...
Q23. What kind of music band no.8 like? (Chris/Andy/Nameless..)
NORRR!! Talking about him, he's a jerk. Opps, out of the qns..
Q24. Does no.1 have any siblings ? (Wanli)
Yes, ONE ANNOYING SISTER..
Q25. Will you woo no.3 ? (Xueli)
No. That's lesbian okayy?!
Q26. How about no.7 ? (Gideon)
No..someone will seriously kill me...
Q27. Is no.4 single ? (Jeannie)
She is..but she has a crush on a guy♥.♥
Q28. What is the surname of no.5 ? (KaMin)
Lim..a common one, hehe.
Q29. What is the hobby of no.10 ? (Daisuki)
AHA!!Senpai, he loves cosplay..
Q30. Does no.5 and no.9 get along well ? (KaMin, Kenny)
Even though they have the letter K in front, but..I'm sorry KaMin likes somebody...
Q31. Where is no.2 studying at ? (Joan)
WWSS..
Q32. Talk something casually about no.1 ? (Wanli)
She's crazy, loads of crapps & keep teasing me-.-
Q33. Have you tried developing feelings for no.6 ? (ZhengHan)
No.
Q34. Where does no.9 lives at ? (Kenny)
IDK.
Q35. What colour does no.4 like ? (Jeannie)
black , red , purple , yellow and green :D
Q36. Are no.5 and no.1 good friends ? (KaMin, Wanli)
Nope, but I'm their good friends. ;D
Q37.Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world ? (Gideon)
Erm, you can ask somebody, haha..
Q38. What is no.6 doing now ? (ZhengHan)
Maybe MSN-ing..



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Something's missing..

I had DIFFERENT expressions, but..this was just out of the topic=.=

I felt empty today...
Hai~
Sian arhhh..
I felt NASTY today..not good.
BEWARE!!O.O
I'm kinda crazy now, I don't even know why I'm like this.
Is it because of...edo..
-mess up my hair-
IDK.IDK.IDK!!
Something must have made me like that..




Maybe..is that.